today...
pening gellllllll....
left my phone at home...(hw am i supposed to call my dad)
i cooked at d office today -nasi grg kerabu babe!!-..(sebenarnye tlg hiris serai je...keskes)
view page ja....(love all his words of wisdom, very inspiring)
ingat nk jmpe dr.shuhaimi, tp ph x bwk, cmne nk buat appointment..(lame gell dh x jmpe die, habisla saye....)
skrang ni saye tgh lapar......nk gi mkn la....tp xde bnde nk mkn....gi crla......
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
MALAYSIAN with a heart of an angel......
"Mengetahui perkara yang betul tidak memadai dan bermakna jika tidak melakukannya"
it started as a usual and an ordinary morning,
im getting ready to go to work...
drove my car, but...
there was sumthin wrong wit d radio,
i cant turn it on...
as i get busy to turn on d radio,
...................BOOM...........
I hit d divider.....
oH MY GOD!! I am SOOOO cLUMSY tahap agung (like my fren said)
i just can pressed the break as hard as i can but instead i manouver hastily to the right...
what a "brilliant" act??!!!
i then.....
pulled over,
get out of the car,
and checked out what had happened to my BROTHERS CAR...
d bumper was ruined...the tyre punctured...
i called my dad...He wasnt in town...he was in malacca...
my brother? in Terengganu...
my ma??? she was in Ampang.....
frens?? there are all in classes n at work...(obviously cuz its quarter to 10)
and me? im a car dummies...
what i know about cars??
set the gear at D,
drive it and filled up the tank with gas when its empty.....
if there is a book entitled "Car For Dummies",
i should probably bought it...
NO!
its an obligatory for me to buy it..
whose there at the moment????
nobody i knew...NaDa....nul...zero
but,
there were indian workers there (know as pekerja am)...an auntie n a young girl..
staring pity-ingly at me....
whom before were doing their job -weeding out the weeds- serenely untill i came,
and crash the divider...
as i wondering around and worked out my brain to think of any relevant act that i should take....
suddenly,
there was a champagne-choclateish colored Kelisa car pulled over,
a guy n his wife/girlfren get out of the car,
n asked me whats wrong,
as i explaining what is happening,
he quickly offering a hand to help eventhough he doesnt looked as if he knows much about car...
but, thats not important...at least he tried...Malaysian with a heart of an angel..
he is man..obviously he knows sumthin about it...its nature for man to innate-ly knows about car...its in their blood...
as he is trying his best to change the tyre, a man with a bike came and offering his help....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
oh my God...only God knows hw im feelin at that time...
Veri thankfull....
the plus point is that, he is good at cars...Alhamdulillah...at least he can help the 1st guy...
it turned out that the guy is actually the indian workers' boss whose actually incharged around the area,
he said that he has to know everithin that was happening around the area since it is his duty...
hw come he was there suddenly?????
u wont believe this....
it was the amma, the one that i mentioned earlier...
the amma who was actually calling him for help...
even the so-ordinary amma whom we usually see as a plain-old amma, whom we think contribute not-so-much to the country can lend me her hand....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
the amma also help me to lift up the punctured tyre into the car boot as she saw me looking sooo like Malaysian Paris Hilton who has never be in any hard situation before...
well she's true...i never lifted up a tyre before (its oversized tyre + the rim)...she looks toughter than me by the way...eventhough im wayyyyy much younger than her...
maybe because of all the hard works that she experienced...
in a meanwhile, i also got a chance to chat a lil bit with the 1st abg,
he said that he is a student in upm, continuing study in teaching...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
who is actually on his way to take his wife/girlfren mkn angin around putrajaya...
his wife/girlfren is from Perlis...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
but both of them speak in Pantai Timur dialect...
so, i guess they are from Kelantan or Terengganu....
in no time,
my car is fixed!!
thanx to : 1) 1st abg
2) kakak 1st abg who patiently wait for her man to help me
3) 2nd abg (d manager of amma and the young girl)
4) putrajaya amma n her collegue
5) all cars and lorries that used the same highway as for not running me over
eventhough i didnt parked my car properly
i thanked all the people there for being such a caring and wonderful Malaysian who helped strangers sincerely..i am so thankful that i shaked hands with the 1st kakak, the amma and the young girl....the young girl just laugh...maybe she doesnt expect that ill shake hand with her and the amma....
only God can repay the kindness....
SO,
the lesson here is to be kind to everybody cuz u never know when u need the kindness of others..
this is such an incidents...if there is people who said that Malaysian are sellfish.. well THEY ARE WRONG!!!!
and to those JPA students who are studying abroad and dont want to come back and serves the country,as what is reported lately...
u better be back because its our money, u #$@%&*%% !!!
its all these caring and wonderful Malaysian money that u used to upgrade ur ownself...
and u cn say thank you to them by serving them back with ur vast knowledge that u gained...
it started as a usual and an ordinary morning,
im getting ready to go to work...
drove my car, but...
there was sumthin wrong wit d radio,
i cant turn it on...
as i get busy to turn on d radio,
...................BOOM...........
I hit d divider.....
oH MY GOD!! I am SOOOO cLUMSY tahap agung (like my fren said)
i just can pressed the break as hard as i can but instead i manouver hastily to the right...
what a "brilliant" act??!!!
i then.....
pulled over,
get out of the car,
and checked out what had happened to my BROTHERS CAR...
d bumper was ruined...the tyre punctured...
i called my dad...He wasnt in town...he was in malacca...
my brother? in Terengganu...
my ma??? she was in Ampang.....
frens?? there are all in classes n at work...(obviously cuz its quarter to 10)
and me? im a car dummies...
what i know about cars??
set the gear at D,
drive it and filled up the tank with gas when its empty.....
if there is a book entitled "Car For Dummies",
i should probably bought it...
NO!
its an obligatory for me to buy it..
whose there at the moment????
nobody i knew...NaDa....nul...zero
but,
there were indian workers there (know as pekerja am)...an auntie n a young girl..
staring pity-ingly at me....
whom before were doing their job -weeding out the weeds- serenely untill i came,
and crash the divider...
as i wondering around and worked out my brain to think of any relevant act that i should take....
suddenly,
there was a champagne-choclateish colored Kelisa car pulled over,
a guy n his wife/girlfren get out of the car,
n asked me whats wrong,
as i explaining what is happening,
he quickly offering a hand to help eventhough he doesnt looked as if he knows much about car...
but, thats not important...at least he tried...Malaysian with a heart of an angel..
he is man..obviously he knows sumthin about it...its nature for man to innate-ly knows about car...its in their blood...
as he is trying his best to change the tyre, a man with a bike came and offering his help....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
oh my God...only God knows hw im feelin at that time...
Veri thankfull....
the plus point is that, he is good at cars...Alhamdulillah...at least he can help the 1st guy...
it turned out that the guy is actually the indian workers' boss whose actually incharged around the area,
he said that he has to know everithin that was happening around the area since it is his duty...
hw come he was there suddenly?????
u wont believe this....
it was the amma, the one that i mentioned earlier...
the amma who was actually calling him for help...
even the so-ordinary amma whom we usually see as a plain-old amma, whom we think contribute not-so-much to the country can lend me her hand....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
the amma also help me to lift up the punctured tyre into the car boot as she saw me looking sooo like Malaysian Paris Hilton who has never be in any hard situation before...
well she's true...i never lifted up a tyre before (its oversized tyre + the rim)...she looks toughter than me by the way...eventhough im wayyyyy much younger than her...
maybe because of all the hard works that she experienced...
in a meanwhile, i also got a chance to chat a lil bit with the 1st abg,
he said that he is a student in upm, continuing study in teaching...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
who is actually on his way to take his wife/girlfren mkn angin around putrajaya...
his wife/girlfren is from Perlis...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
but both of them speak in Pantai Timur dialect...
so, i guess they are from Kelantan or Terengganu....
in no time,
my car is fixed!!
thanx to : 1) 1st abg
2) kakak 1st abg who patiently wait for her man to help me
3) 2nd abg (d manager of amma and the young girl)
4) putrajaya amma n her collegue
5) all cars and lorries that used the same highway as for not running me over
eventhough i didnt parked my car properly
i thanked all the people there for being such a caring and wonderful Malaysian who helped strangers sincerely..i am so thankful that i shaked hands with the 1st kakak, the amma and the young girl....the young girl just laugh...maybe she doesnt expect that ill shake hand with her and the amma....
only God can repay the kindness....
SO,
the lesson here is to be kind to everybody cuz u never know when u need the kindness of others..
this is such an incidents...if there is people who said that Malaysian are sellfish.. well THEY ARE WRONG!!!!
and to those JPA students who are studying abroad and dont want to come back and serves the country,as what is reported lately...
u better be back because its our money, u #$@%&*%% !!!
its all these caring and wonderful Malaysian money that u used to upgrade ur ownself...
and u cn say thank you to them by serving them back with ur vast knowledge that u gained...
Sunday, August 3, 2008
lets BEGIN
what a start...
saje suke2 tulis blog...
tibe2 rase nk buat dan nk menulis....
suke ke menulis????
suke kot....hohoho
i feel that i can learn a lot by reading what others have to say abaout their life...
i hope taht people can lean from me to....but...
ONLY THE GOOD ONES...
"Orang yang berjaya itu belajar dari kesilapan orang lain dan tidak mengulanginya"
-anonymous-
saje suke2 tulis blog...
tibe2 rase nk buat dan nk menulis....
suke ke menulis????
suke kot....hohoho
i feel that i can learn a lot by reading what others have to say abaout their life...
i hope taht people can lean from me to....but...
ONLY THE GOOD ONES...
"Orang yang berjaya itu belajar dari kesilapan orang lain dan tidak mengulanginya"
-anonymous-
au reVoir
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
is it true that i just can let it go cuz i hd hold it before,
im not sure,
whether or not that i used to hv a grip on it...
im just not sure about it
but nw i know that it is not easy for me to let it go just like that,
even i know that things changed nw, not the same as it used to be,
but its not as if i can love it yesterday and let it go the next day,
i would do that if i could
but it does not work that way.....
i just about to give out my name,
but suddenly it just slipped away,
i wonder why does it let me go....
maybe i just dont know how to treat it right or it just me who feels like this....
maybe i always make it feels uneasy being around me...
or maybe im just too hard...
only The One know how fond i am to it...only He knows
i desperately want to know why but i just dont have the courage to know,
maybe on one fine day when im ready, i will discover the reasons why.....
im not holding any grudges...
Mad? im not mad...
Upset? yeah..maybe.....
but the dissapointment just keep tolling in my head....
i wasted too much time whining and crying over this thing....
WHY? WHY? WHY?
im shattered.....
i guess i need time to collect the pieces back.....(in rehab)
but in a meanwhile..when im in My Rehab...
dont expect me to act cool when im not feeling cool bout it...(i always do these awkward faces and gestures)
hope things will get better for all of us...
if it really want to go....it will go...it just a matter of time...
i will let it go someday, when all the hope is gone...
and if im not good for it, then whats the point of holding on to it...
ill damage it, i dont want to do that to my loved one....
sometimes we thought that it is good for us, and we want it so bad that we do everything and anything to have it...
but He knows what is best for its own creation, after all He is the one who made it....
thanks to it...
without it,
i never had a chance to have the feeling that i myself cant explained...
and why i like it soo muchosssss, i cant explained that either....
i believe,
things happened for a reason...
now,
it maybe started to forget things about me...
things that i used to tell...
maybe im just too painful to be remembered....
i dont know....
now,
what i can do is be acceptable, be relevance..
and just held my head up high and soar.....
i know that there are so many people out there who suffers more than i do..
but GOD!
only He knows how i feel....
i cant eat, i cant breath, i cant sleep...
it is not like i dont want to do it,
but i just cant!!! i cant!!!
its like my physiology hd changed or something....
my metabolism gone wrong....
i might sound so dramatic (and pathetic)...
But,
dont prejudge me if u never lost anyone u loved....
the feeling is so odd...its bitter....
but i guess....above all this,
i can still keep the memories though...and make some more....
i love every moment of being with it....and im still enjoying its company..
it is the one who always there when im in need..Why it??...maybe im the one who always asked for its favor...
i never thought this would happened in reality....to me especially...
i just thought this is the imagination of some overjoyed writers who loves to make up stories..
who wants to make bucks by selling their novels and movies... but it happened...
in real life....
to me....
i guess they did their research well enough.....
Life....
it is full of suprises...
it is bitter sweet...
It,
it sparks my life a bit...
even it sparkles already....but it sparkles moreeeeeeeeee...
let the time heals,
let me be wiser in times......
let it be happyyyyyyy...
sometimes u cant always owned what u like...
if by letting it go,it will be happy,
ill promise ill let it go with open heart when the times comes and when the MOCKING BIRD starts to sing again...
"Jgn menganggap bahawa segala kesusahan yang diturunkan di dunia ini sebagai Allah sedang menzalimi kita, tiada zat Allah yang menzalimi hambaNya"
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
is it true that i just can let it go cuz i hd hold it before,
im not sure,
whether or not that i used to hv a grip on it...
im just not sure about it
but nw i know that it is not easy for me to let it go just like that,
even i know that things changed nw, not the same as it used to be,
but its not as if i can love it yesterday and let it go the next day,
i would do that if i could
but it does not work that way.....
i just about to give out my name,
but suddenly it just slipped away,
i wonder why does it let me go....
maybe i just dont know how to treat it right or it just me who feels like this....
maybe i always make it feels uneasy being around me...
or maybe im just too hard...
only The One know how fond i am to it...only He knows
i desperately want to know why but i just dont have the courage to know,
maybe on one fine day when im ready, i will discover the reasons why.....
im not holding any grudges...
Mad? im not mad...
Upset? yeah..maybe.....
but the dissapointment just keep tolling in my head....
i wasted too much time whining and crying over this thing....
WHY? WHY? WHY?
im shattered.....
i guess i need time to collect the pieces back.....(in rehab)
but in a meanwhile..when im in My Rehab...
dont expect me to act cool when im not feeling cool bout it...(i always do these awkward faces and gestures)
hope things will get better for all of us...
if it really want to go....it will go...it just a matter of time...
i will let it go someday, when all the hope is gone...
and if im not good for it, then whats the point of holding on to it...
ill damage it, i dont want to do that to my loved one....
sometimes we thought that it is good for us, and we want it so bad that we do everything and anything to have it...
but He knows what is best for its own creation, after all He is the one who made it....
thanks to it...
without it,
i never had a chance to have the feeling that i myself cant explained...
and why i like it soo muchosssss, i cant explained that either....
i believe,
things happened for a reason...
now,
it maybe started to forget things about me...
things that i used to tell...
maybe im just too painful to be remembered....
i dont know....
now,
what i can do is be acceptable, be relevance..
and just held my head up high and soar.....
i know that there are so many people out there who suffers more than i do..
but GOD!
only He knows how i feel....
i cant eat, i cant breath, i cant sleep...
it is not like i dont want to do it,
but i just cant!!! i cant!!!
its like my physiology hd changed or something....
my metabolism gone wrong....
i might sound so dramatic (and pathetic)...
But,
dont prejudge me if u never lost anyone u loved....
the feeling is so odd...its bitter....
but i guess....above all this,
i can still keep the memories though...and make some more....
i love every moment of being with it....and im still enjoying its company..
it is the one who always there when im in need..Why it??...maybe im the one who always asked for its favor...
i never thought this would happened in reality....to me especially...
i just thought this is the imagination of some overjoyed writers who loves to make up stories..
who wants to make bucks by selling their novels and movies... but it happened...
in real life....
to me....
i guess they did their research well enough.....
Life....
it is full of suprises...
it is bitter sweet...
It,
it sparks my life a bit...
even it sparkles already....but it sparkles moreeeeeeeeee...
let the time heals,
let me be wiser in times......
let it be happyyyyyyy...
sometimes u cant always owned what u like...
if by letting it go,it will be happy,
ill promise ill let it go with open heart when the times comes and when the MOCKING BIRD starts to sing again...
"Jgn menganggap bahawa segala kesusahan yang diturunkan di dunia ini sebagai Allah sedang menzalimi kita, tiada zat Allah yang menzalimi hambaNya"
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