moCking biRd

OH mY gOsHHHH!!!!

2010-01-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

i REALLlllYYY "HaTE" YoUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

but u ReaLLYyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Got me~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SERIES of love story~~~

2009-10-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

INI adalah Series of Love Sory yg mungkin terjadi kepada kebanyakan orang...hahahaha
(PS: diambil dr lagu2 peberet sndri...hahaha)

~~~MASE mule2 kenal~~~

Lagu tema:
Teman Tapi Mesra by Ratu
Quotation yg x tahan:
"cukuplah berteman saja dgn ku,
jgn kau meminta lebih,
ku x mungkin mencintaimu,
kita berteman saja,
teman tapi mesraaaaaaa.."

~~~MASE dah start2 suke tuh~~~

Lagu tema:
Bubbly by Colbie Callait
Quotation yg x tahan:
"i've been awake for a while now,
u've got me feelin like a child now,
cuz everytime i c ur bubbly face i get d tinglies in a silly place,
it starts in my toes,
makes me crinkle my nose whereever it goes i alwiz know,
dat u make me smile,
pliz stay 4 a while now"

~~~ MASE tgh galak sakan tuh~~~

Lagu tema:
Seribu Tahun by Imran Ajmain
Quotation yg x tahan:
"rela ku menunggu mu,
seribu tahun lama lg,
tapi benarkah hidup ku kan tahan selama ini,
biar berputar utara selatan,
ku x putus harapan,
sedia setia..."

~~~MASE di ambang pergolakkan~~~

Lagu tema:
No Air by Jordin Sparks
Quotation yg x tahan:
"but how!!!,
do u expect me,
to live alone with just me,
cuz my world revolves around u,
its so hard for me to breathe"

~~~MASE konpem2 dah xde chance dah~~~

Lagu tema: Blind by Lifehouse
Quotation yg x tahan:
"After all this why,
would u ever wanna leave it,
maybe u could not believe it,
dat my love for u was blind,
but i couldnt make u c it,
dat i love u more than u'll ever know,
a part of me died when i let u go "

~~~MASE dah completely sober~~~

Lagu Tema:
Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls
Quotation yg x tahan:
"all d time i wasted on u,
all d bull$!*% u put me through,
im checking into rehab,
cuz everythin dat we had,
didnt mean a thing to u,
i used to be lovedrunk but now im hungover,
love u forever, but now im sober"

hahahahahahaha..btol x?? btol x??

(ini adelah aktiviti yg membuang mase sedangkan saye perlu ready 4 presentation next week tp sesaje tgn gatai nk tulihhhh...hahahahahaha)

~in an instant and forever...love can make a fool seem clever~

Saye Suke Mkn PaPadOM

2009-10-26T18:29:00.000-07:00

SedaPnye PapADom~~

papoDom

paPadom...just watched it recently...4 celebration of syali's gettin a scroll~~ huuuuuhuuuu ;D
menonton dgn penoH harapan yg tinggi bahawasenye ialah adelah cerite yg sgt menarik(based on reviews of trusted budddies~*siap kaU bUbUk ngn mYtO..haha)

apabila menonton crite dgn penharapan yg tinggi, expectationnYe pon adelah tinggi... tetapi apabila ianya tidak mencapai expectatiOn..ianye sgtlah MenYampahkan...hahaha

kami dudok di row dpnnnnnnnnnnnn sekali yeeeee...rase cm dh nk slide down...haha...tp full house kay mlm tu(mungkin sume org pon tertipuU cm kami..wakakaka)....kelihatan dayat dan syali di hujung sane sgt menikmati crite ini(dayat smpi besimpoh2) ttp melihat alan yg terkulat2 di sebelah ini...nmpk sgt la crite tersebot tidak memuaskan hati beliau...hahaha

dlm firasat ini, d story is not as "HOT" as it sHould would be bcuz:
1) Scha is not MEAN at all- x cukop jahat utk membawa watak yg b!$#h&
2) Kwn2 Scha sgt x mean~~dan sgt x membantu membawe kpd watak mean terseBot~~SGT kay...SGT....
3) drpd alan: PLot crite sgtlah poyo (mungkin die menyesal bayar seploh hengget 4 1st row seat n crite yg x besH!! haha-which i havent paid yet...wakaka)
4) drod syali yg jujur: "x best ponnnnnn" (hahahaha...jujur giler syali~~~)
5) drpd dayat: "weyh...aku nanges gak weyh" (at least d story did touched dayat's~~~in any way..which i think during d _daddy&daughter scene"papa dh xde sape2 lg dlm dunia ni......bla..bla..")
6) i guess d story is not as smooth and as "cozy" it should be..coz sumtimes u would go like~~ "huh???knape cmtu...", "ape motif??", "mengapekah??", "giler tipuuu....", "ye ke???", "adeke cmtu????"...

d "HoT" part might be:
1) d chemistry between Jasmay n Afdlin is VerYY good i could say...
2) Jasmay mase umor 4thn gilerrrrrr CUTEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...share papadom ngn daddy ikot mulot tuuuuu...ULTIMATE CUtEneeeeeessssss!!!!
3) Afdlin really did his joB as an overly protectiVe dad...(very cool to hv one!! hahaha...but i settled with d one at home coz he is definitelY d BesHHHH!!!! -lOvE u aBaHH!!XOXO)
4) we did laugh n had our fun togetherrrrrrr!!!! hehehehe

BuT most important of all...we managed to go out with syali n celebrate her graduation...watching PaPaDom is just a medium to fill our time..hikhik

Let alone wut people think about d movie...everyone has their own point of view...n these r just me rattling about posibbly nothin~~ cuz abg ngn kakak yg dudok kat belah kiri kiteorg tu sgt menikmati crite ini okeYYYyyyy~~~ mereka really,really,really enjoy d mobie...huhu

n syali did get her flower 4 her graduation (credit to alan 4 his smooth moves..kuikui) n last but not least...d best part of alllll...SHE DOESNT SULK ANYMOREEEEEEEEE!!!! weeeHoOOOOOOOOOOO ;D

~~beauty lies in d eyes of the beholder~~

im 23 years old!!!!!!

2009-10-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

uncle cracker_follow me

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why,
You can't turn around and say good-bye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singing

Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

don't worry 'bout the ring you wear
just as long as no one knows
Then nobody can care
Your feelin guilty
And I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed
And baby I'm not scared
I'm singing

Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
you're better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray
We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay

Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why,
You can't turn around and say good-bye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singing

Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

(ps: merci...im sorry...u r just too goOd to let go ;P)

kenape???????

2009-06-22T08:54:00.002-07:00

kenapeeeeee mesti saye rase besalah????
saye buat salah ke?????
kenapeeeeee mesti buat saye rase besalah????
awak yg start dulu.......
pastu buat2 macam x tau.........
saye x tau dah nk buat mcm mane.......
kalau awak tau, awak bgtau saye.........
sbb saye betul2 x tau..........
kalau awak suke hidop dgn andaian awak sendiri.......
ikot suke hati awaklah......
sebab mungkin awak suke mcm tu kot.....
mungkin salah saye sebenarnye.........
sebab........
saye x pernah tanye....

Menteri Pembiakan Zuriat???????

2009-06-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

diriku menghadiri + menonton teater Mana Setangginya di IB pd khamis lalu (18/6) di atas pelawaan iwan dan kerna tikat nye yg murah...n tq to iwan kerna....tiket itu juge dibelanje olehnya....hehehe.. TQ iwan =D (n soriiii to bubuk cuz i hd to turn down her ticket...hoho...sori buk...)

teater yg kelakar bgku...kene amati setiap detailnye baru dapat jmpe ke"funny-annye"...mujur iwan sgt peka...hahaha mengambil scenery di zaman feudal yakni sblm kedatangan Islam(hanya diketahui slps membace sinopsis cerita slps pulang dr menonton teater tersebot)....yg sgt peliknya organisasi pada zaman dulu kala memerlukan Penghulu, Menteri Propaganda, Rahib dan Menteri Pembiakan Zuriat(mengapakah perlu...?????), serta bebereape drag queen sbg penghibor raja.... ceritanya membawa mesej akan "manusia dijadikan dalam darjat yg setinggi-tingginya tetapi akan pulang menghadap Tuhan nye dlm keadaan yang serendah-rendah".....cerita yg sederhana...tidak terlalu berat utk difahami oleh ku...penceritaannya sgt teliti jd ianya tidak susah utk difahami... menarik disebabkan oleh scene2 yg sgt mencuit hati n letupan2 yg mengejutkan...musiknye sedap tetapi sgt sederhana....terlalu "overated " by d media akan scene2 terbang yg dijanjikan walhal ianya sgt biase pd pandangan mata kasar ini dimane ia tidak membawakan impak yg besar didlm penceritaan tersebot.....so...to out of ten to me....its (5/10)

credit to iwan n frens...nice to meet u guys esp k.shafa n adik yg dh lame x jmpe...n thenx 4 lettin me menyibok in u guys punye photo...hoho =D

"siapelah kite di mata Tuhan...hanyalah seorg hambaNYA"

~d actors n actresses of Mana Setangginya~

sangat!!

2009-06-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

sangat penat weekend ini (kerna sumeorg in hyper state) + sgt thrill weekend ini (kerna dapat kwn baru yg laen dr yg laen) + sgt exhilirating weekend ini (kerna when to d cute colmar+eatin durian di tepi jln) + sgt kenyang weekend ini (kerna rmi yg dapat durian runtuh) + sgt x selesa kesehatan tekak weekend in (kerna batuk+selseme+ cabot gigi+ melalak x hengat) + sgt spontaneouss minggu ini (kerna sumeorg suke buat keje giler tibe2) + sgt ngantok weekend ini (kerna tido maen2) + sgt seronoTTT weekend ini (kerna hyperaqtip+dpt kwn baru+colmar+kenyang giler+saket tekak+being spontaneous+sleeeeepyyyyy)

"sangattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

Re: Au Revoir

2009-05-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

today, on dis very one day, my dear ena get married, it felt like everything comes into reality...but i must remember once upon a time at dis very one day i lost my senses, d time stopped....
today, i laugh so hard with all my buddies around me...but once upon a time, at dis very one day i felt like d world hd swallowed me deep, souls n shadows of others were no where to be found, lonely....

as time passed....... all these while.....
i wonder whether hv i do it at my bestest best or not????? hv i ever make it right or do it right???

its been awhile i think.....
i hope i have end it on this very one day...today....so i will no more counting on days...so i will no more find this very one excuse to escape from mistakes dat i made.....i should be more responsible on things dat i have now.......stop assuming on something dat is too shaky......get my feet on the ground steadily......appreciating all the chances and opportunities dat the world offered...... be more considerate so dat i wont hurt people dat i love....be more independent so i dont burden my very oneself n others n hoping dat they will stop worrying about me........dont be afraid just to express my slightest unimportant thought to others...to love and to hold unconditionally......to get my mind right so i get my words right....get my heart right so then i feel right.......

and just be me......so dat i have'nt got a single regret living this life.....

thank u for every single soul who be around me since my very 1st day...u made me who i am today...since im not much of a girl, i do owe people a lot...i do alwiz living on others good luck..... basically i dont do much to live my life up till now.....i know i have to work harder from this very one moment so dat i dont owe people too much....

Kepada Yang Maha Satu itu...
aku bersyukur di atas segala masa dan kelapangan yang Engkau berikan di atas tiap2 kesempatan yang datang...
sebab aku ini selalu....
mengejar sesuatu yg sememangnye x bergerak...
mahukan sesuatu yg aku x perlu.....
mencari sesuatu yg xde...
menghendaki sesuatu yg aku x punye...

jd Yang Maha Satu....
janganlah biarkan aku mengharap akan sesuatu yg sememangnye bukan milikku, yang tidak baik untukku dan yang sememangnye sia2 buatku...

jadi......
cukuplah sampai di sini.....bg chapter hidop yg satu nie...x terdaya dah....mari kite mule yg baru....mungkin yg baru ini x menjanjikan kemanisan semata2 tetapi definitely something that we can look forward for.....ill promise ill be better........

~hari itu~

~hari ini~

"life is not that easy but life never stale when you've got a good tale"
31 may 2009

ThanK YoU =D

2009-04-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

...dis post is dedicated to my dad for his trust n willingness...

tQ abah =D

He wasn't there when I needed him
No, he was never around
His reputation was preceding him
And he was out on the town
It didn't matter if he let me down
I didn't care about the lies
Now all I knew was that he loved me very much
He was my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

Now you see I never thought you'd be a constant person in my life
And I don't think that you would be if you'd have stayed with your ex wife
I know you wouldn't but there is no need
No need to apologise
Because I know you'll always love me very much
You are my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

You might have thought you didn't teach me much
But you taught me right from wrong
And it was when you didn't keep in touch
Well it taught me to be strong
And just in case you ever thought I would
I wouldn't change you for the world
Because I know you'll always love me very much
I'll always be you're little girl

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

~he wasnt there, lily allen~

Orang Obese Perasan Aneroxia!!!! hahahaha

2009-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

Buleh ke orang obese pakai baju saiz 6 ala-ala XS gitu????? ahahahahaha
but to tell d truth she did...
At 1st, thought dat shirt was dysunctional but it turned out to be...it is just TOO SMALL!!! hahaha

" ukurlah baju di badan sendiri!!! ahAhAhAhAhAhAhAhA ;P "

BeRaNi kah kite???

2009-03-17T19:19:00.000-07:00

Just finished reading DARE TO FAIL...it is an old book n has also been in dat mini library for quite sometimes...long time ago to be precise...but suddenly has d urge to read it..i just give it a glimpse but it just scream out loud saying "take it! take it! and READ IT!!!"..since ive got nothin to do, then i read it.....

~Dare To Fail by Billi P.S.Lim~

d book really thought me dat its ok to fail...to fall...eventhough u fall tremendously hard!! in any aspect...there is alwiz somebody who succeed n there is definitely a failure...not matter how bad it feels to be a loser...believe it or not...we sometimes...or alwiZ be in dat "L" side..like it or not...it just nature`au naturale`...most of d prominent figure featured in this book also had failed before...not once but countless times....but d best part in this book is dat...if u succeed by stepping on people n just dont give a damn about them....then u r d BIGGEST LOSER!!!...i understand that everybody hs to survive, but in order to survive there r zillions ways do it n u dont simply be an ignorance just to get what u want...n even if d thing really need to be done...it really hs to be done in d most subtle way...cuz u r talking about HUMAN dat hs feelings, brain,beliefs,obligations, family, n frens...which to me...more than a need..its a MUsT have...

Maybe we cannot be the BIGGEST WINNER in everything that we do..pyhsically or in materiality` which only eyes can see`..but if we do it d right way..being hepi n in serenity r d best way to reward every effort... not by being haunted by our own black shadows... n d most important thing is that how u rise after d falldown...

So all my buddies out there....its ok to make mistakes n fail...dare to make some..n do it now!!!!....theres nothin wrong about doin it.. look it as taking opportunities...cuz u dnt know what d future hd install 4 u.. if u dont know what to do...just think about what u like and just do it with persistent n perseverance...but b4 u dare to take any chances or opportunity....do used d precious brain n intuition dat God has given us, cuz this very one step that will determine whether u r BRAVE or just being a complete MORON...

it is easy enough to be pleasant,
when life flows along like a song,
but he man worthwhile,
is d man who will smile,
when everything goes dead wrong!!

im sorrYYYY..but yes i think so...

2009-03-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

currently on Gives u Hell by All American Rejects...

"urghhhhhhhhhhh...bergeraklahhhhhhh"

Aku Belasah Kang!!!

2009-03-05T00:26:00.000-08:00

oh my oh my....
hari ahad aritu, saye dan budak "ayu" ingin berseronok2 sesame kami, berjln di sekitar kuala lumpur sahaja, pada awalnye.....
ttp tetibe "aku" kol, tanye 'hgpa x mai sini ka?'
dgn rase serba salah dan sedikit rindu, kami pon trus menuju ke ibu negeri selangor untuk berjumpa dgn "aku"
sambil menunggu "aku" habis kelas (ari ahad pon ade kelas...x menarik btol...hahhaha) kami pon pegi membeli tiket wayang...
memandngkn cite GENG fully booked, kami pon belasah la crite "RASUKAN ABLASA"
bajet2 citer hantu yg menakotkan la...
ttp sangkaan kami meleset
citer seram tersebot acap kali membuatkan kami geli hati dari awal penceritaan sehingga ke pengakhiran...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
memandangkan main actornye ensem, kami pon layan je la...
tp seriusly....
inilah crite seram yg x meninggalkn kesan langsong...

jln penceritaan dh ade...
tp
content faul giler...
plot of d story very shaky....
d actor definitely being choosen solely bcuz of his looks...
there r certain scenes dat are overly expressed n interpreted...
hantu dh la kaler hijau...
i think its better if Gambit stays in his "The Hoopers n Ahli Music Show"...he looks much hotter as a musician...hikhik
to Prof. Mohaideen, pliz.pliz.pliz make movies dat do lift up to ur title...
even since dis is ur 1st attempt in horror movie, u shud know better as wut good movie is...

i wonder wut do the actors n actresses really think after they watch their own movie at d premier....do they really think dat it is ~dat~ good???
oh my....

Rasukan Ablasa=Aku Belasah Kang!!!

~gambit saifullah~

.................

2009-02-23T08:29:00.000-08:00

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me

at least....U do find me....eventhough its a little late....im THaNKfULL

i guess????

2009-02-21T06:56:00.000-08:00

Benjamin Button is a nice story..very different from any other story...it definitely made my dear myto cried out loud...it must be TREMENDOUSLY touching..i guess...im quite curious myself why im not in dat situation...i guess... i've already toughen up a bit ..hoHo...maybe...i guess....

No matter how much i love art...i guess...i just dont have d "gift" to appreciate it (except when watching theatre)... cuz i end up laughing n make a fool of myself in Galeri Petronas today..it is d consequences of not being able to understand wut d artist trying to potray or express in their artwork..i guess... d interpretation is different from one man to another..it is very subjective... i guess....

"...i guess...there are things that just cannot be explained...it is what it is..."

PGL : d sweet twine will bind =D

2009-02-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

19 Feb 2009, setelah menyaksikan sendiri teater PGL yg sgt diwar-warkan ke~gah~annya, saya mengakui sendiri yg ianya bertaraf antarabangsa..hOooHooo
dari propnya, latar bunyinya, penataan cahayanya, lakonannya....bagi saya (yg tidak mempunyai ilmu seni yg tinggi) adalah sangat baik...dgn "special effects" yg ditampilkan sangat mengujakan.. yg membuatkan saya menganga sambil bertepuk tangan..hehehe

Kredit ingin di berikan kepada Hang Tuah yg walaupun dibesarkan di dalam suasana yg amat berbeza daripada adat dan persekitaran Melayu tetapi beliau dapat menghayati watak dgn baik dan ape yg menarik ialah butir2 patah perkataan yg disebut adalah lebih baik daripada orang Melayu tulen sendiri..SYaBaS!!

Kepada Sultan Melaka, watak yang beliau bawa sungguh bersahaja yang berjaya menyuntik unsur2 humor didalam suatu watak yg secara klisenya adalah watak yg serius. Penghargaan juga diberikan kepada anak Sultan Melaka kerna beliau sangat COMELLL..hehehe

walaupon saya berasa agak mengantuk pada beberape babak Hang Tuah dan Gusti Putri yang sedang "ayat mengayat", dapat saye katakan disini ia adalah sebuah teater yg menarik yg dapat menarik minat para pemuda pemudi untuk berjinak2 dgn aktiviti seni.

Kritikan bagi pihak saya ialah...ada waktu ketika dimana ape yg dilontarkan oleh para pelakon tidak dapat didengar butirannya dengan baik jadi penonton seperti saye ini terpaksa melihat subtitle di dalam bahasa inggeris yang kadang2 membawa "feel" yg lain terhadap apa yg sedang diperkatakan..so, kurang "SYIOK"..hahaha

(ps: XOXO to my theatre lover buddies =D)

"apakah diharapkan hujan tanpa awan"

Meet Uncle Husssein

2009-01-22T01:17:00.000-08:00

Beberape hari lalu (on d 19/1) saye bersame beberape sahabat membuat keje giler dgn menghadiri AJL...hekhek..ini adelah disebabkan oleh kemenangan yg dicapai oleh cik yang dan bubuk bg mendapatkan tiket VIP free ke AJL..hoho

~AJL ke-23, 2009~

setelah sibok2 akn ape yg ingin dipakai ke majlis ini (anugerah la kononnye..hehehe), we headin straight to Bukit Jalil.

Event : Anugerah Juara Lagu ke-23
Time : 9 pm
Venue : Stadium Bukit Jalil

di Red Karpet dapatlah kite melihat kerenah2 peminat2 yg sangat mengidolakan artis2 kesayangan mereka... dan dapat juge kite melihat artis2 yg berpakaian glamer...tidak ketinggalan juge yg memakai title "Fashion Disaster"...

~here r some pics on d Red Karpet~

*d artist*

awal ashari

ziezie izati n faradhiya
GOSH...they r slim...hahaha

dayang nur faizah

edlin,akma,farish,tam

*d fashion victims*

lana nordin
saje tunjuk blakang je...u dont want to imagine hws d front looks like..

unknown
i took their pics cuz i dont know them..they r quite eccentric n i hv probs in determining "who" actually they r...auwwww

*d not so called artist..hikhik*

cik yang (d stalker n d mammarazzi..haha) n her mentor, abg naz TERJAH

areque n her megawatts smile..huhu

apabila menjejakkan kaki ke dlm stadium (setelah cik yang pasrah bahawa AndY-ESTRANGED tiada di Red Karpet..hoho), org sunGGoH ramai dan kami mendpt tempat dudok yg agak belakang (VIP tiket konon..haha), n i got to seat next to makcik n pakcik (berdarah muda sunggoh mereka..U GO GUYS!!..huhu)

~in d stadium~

peminat2 musik tanah air

d supporters of MEET UNCLE HUSSEIN & ESTRANGED..huhuahua

areque : x kilat pon buk...
bubuk : meh sini aku buat (pemilik TsuyaTsuya :P)
(aksi membuffer kuku sblm majlis..hahaha)

nice background
~ credit to bUbUk :D ~

d BELTED girls

SSSunGGoh x percaye dikala telinga ini mendengar bahawasanye MEET UNCLE HUSSEIN ialah pemenang bg AJL ke-23... YEAY! YEAY! YEAY!

Bajet2 Faizal Tahir rembat sume..hahaha... (sure die dh perasan nk menang kan?? ...hahaha)

Tp x bule blah etnik kreatif farawahida menang..dh la out of tune...bule menang plak... NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

Persembahan yg sangat mengujakan adalah dr ESTRANGED, faizal tahir, aizat (very touching), MEET UNCLE HUSSEIN ~definitely~

Credit to Mr. Din Beramboi n Mr.Os : for keepin us laughing thruout d break..hehe..they r sO funny =D

Remark to cik yang : its Ok dat ESTRANGED didnt win dis time..cuz they did b4 =D

TQ n SORRY to d audience around us who hd to put up wit our "madness" n "unbeliveable adrenaline rush" dat nite...hahaha

Its true dat d ambiance in d stadium is very different from d one dat is portrayed in d tibie... ITS LIKE A KONSERT!! hoho... never been to one b4 but dis is definitely on of d best in a few more to come..hahaha

~~ Most people live and die with their music still unplayed.
They never dare to try ~~
Mary Kay Ash

oath taking ceremony

2009-01-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

when to oath taking ceremony today...majlis yg panjang...agak mengantok...dh lame x tido dlm dewan...slalu buat zaman mude2 dulu (di tambah pula dgn baru lepas lunch)..hikhik...tp td terlelap la gak seminet due..seb baik asie ade... majlis angkat sumpah utk student baru..hikhik..klakar pula rase...pastu kene nyanyi lagu upm...yg lagu uitm tu pon x hafal, inikan lagu upm...kahkah

~~im definitely a student again~~

tertarik dgn slid yg dipaparkan yg menonjolkan Mr. Karam Sing Walia who is famous for his word of wisdom..hoho

~~ Terbakar kampung nampak asap, Terbakar hati siapa yang tahu~~
Karam Singh Walia

xde sakit, cari penyakit..cHihuahuahua

2009-01-16T04:24:00.000-08:00

memandangkan bubuk baru balik from indon... so, kami di msia ini, konon2NyE, cubelah utk mengubat kerinduannye terhadap bumi terchenta inih..hikhik.. jdnye kami pon menemaninye utk berjalan2 sekitar KL n selangor..hahaha..ditambah pula ngan kehadiran munie frOm kedah.. kami pon memulakan trip "mengubat kerinduan"...hOhO

hari pertama, dimulakan dgn mengambl tiket AJL di damansara...WUT??? cik yang nk tgk AJL??? ahahhahaha...xpe, die menang katenyE..hehee..selepas itu diikuti dgn keghairahan bubuk utk melawat sg.wang...disbbkn oleh post saye sblm ini yg mengheBoh-hebOhkan akn wujudnye kedai RM10...kami pon menuju ke sg.wang dgn menaiki putra lrt..dr stesen wangsa maju, kami menuju ke KLcc..dan sbg tour guide saye pon mengatakan bahawasenye sg.wang itu berdekatan ngan pavillion... kemudian pon bubuk berkate, pavillion dkt ngan KLcc "just a walking distance katenye"..kami pon menerima pki katenYe.. sesmpi di klCC, kami pon meneruskan perjlnn ke pavillion...dlm hatiku berkate "chaite, dkt la sgt"..hahaha..sesmpi di pavillion, kerna x tahan dgn dugaan kdi2nye, kami pon lepak2 disitu beberape ketika...selepas habis mencuci mate, kami pon ke sg.wang...

di sg.wang...kami pon berjln2 smpi nk tercabot kaki neh... habis sume kedai kalo bule nk masok...sume bj yg berkenan nk beli...sume fitting room nk jengah..hahahaha.... AMAZINGLY, after few hours shop hopping (wit hope dat we would find stuff dat only cost us RM10/per se)... we end up wit...... NOTHIN'...hahahaha....serIousLY...we bought nothin...expect for bubuk..she bought air soya utk menghilangkan dahaga dan belt seketol..kahkah

kami pon berjln kaki pulang ke klCC...~giler penat weh~ (bubuk punye ide..ces! ) ...dlm perjalanan pulang terserempak pula ngan ANDY_ESTRANGED (cik yang punye imaginary bopren..hahaha..btw, she is such a stalker~tp die x mengaku~ kahkah..cuz shes practically know everithin bout andy...seb baek dh nk blk, kalo x, sure die jd mamaRAZZi...stalk si ANDY nuh...hahaha) ...tetibe jmpe pula glace2 yg laen~mina,oya, munie~ hehehe... apelagi...goSip laaaa...smbl berdiri plak tuh..hahahaha....slps penat "membuat ketupat"...diriku,bubuk n cik yangg ke kg.baru pula utk bertemu ngan chedot...to hv dinner too..at CHOPnSTEAK...then...smbg gosip lg n dgn x sengajenyE membuat pengakuan yg sunGGoh ~~lame~~..kahkah.. after munie arrived.. we girls say gud bye to chedot..OHhhhhh...die sgt sedey...mcm nk nanges...oh GOD!!! in million years is hard to find frens like uuuuuuu guyyyyssssssss... if there r some more out there...ill pray dat god will give me a chance to meet them...huhuhu

** kg.baru **

highlight: menara KL

bubuk konpius memilih T-bone, spare rib, rib eye,sirloin,tenderloin dan etc.....

chedot n cikyang ngapngap

then, after bloating ourselves..hehe..we headin straight to putrajaya

**at dat overlyfamous bridge of ptrjy =D**

~munie.bubuk.cik yang~

~enjoying d brezeeee~

hari kedua, dimulakan dgn bgn pagi dan kemudian menelepon MHI....hikhik...kali ni turn bubuk plak...hakhak..

fitri MHI : hello, sape di sane?
bubuk : ~sharhanin~ (sore bgn tido yg telah di alter..hahha)
bla..bla...bla...bla...
fitri MHI :sape pemenang AJL 98?
bubuk : siti nurhaliza
fitri MHI : lagu nye?
bubuk :emmmmmm????? (cluelessssss....)
fitri MHI : bermula ngan huruf C
bubuk : CINDAI!!! (ngan excitednye dan dibantu oleh cik yang...hahaha)
fitri MHI : cube nyanyi sket...hehehehe
bubuk : eh, nyanyi x bule la...hikhik (seb baik die x nyanyi, kalo die bantai gak??? hahahaha)
fitri MHI : hahaha...tahniah, awak memenangi 2 tiket VIP ke AJL.
bubuk : ok.terime kaseh.
(selepas talian putos, bubuk berdoa x akn ade sesape yg beliau kenal tgk MHI pagi2 tuh...hahaha)

selepas, bgn pg.tepon MHI, n gosok gigi...mandi pon skali...we headin to sunP...d ultimate agenda of all...hahaha.. playing ICE-SKATTING....HoHoHo

~teketnye~

pada pusingan pertame agak baik permulaan nye...besela mule2...slow2 dulu..hikhik..seb baik dulu penah maen roller blade.. bule la sket2 but it is more slippery....maen dgn sronoknye...tanpe memikirkan org laen yg berade di sekitar....dan...seronotnye x jatoh...hoho..munie, agak malu2 nk maen, sbb die takot jatoh..hoho.. tp die maen gak...x kire..hoho...
tp besela....konon2nye x tgk org tp...ade mate...nk buat cmne??? hoho.. kami pon terspot satu pasangan nih...die punye bopren...PERGHHHHH...jambu giler...hakhak...sampai bubuk musykil ttg jantinanye...hahaha.. die tetap mengatakan bahawasanye mamat itu pengKID..tp diriku merasekn tidak...tp die TETAP juge ngan pendiriannye..hahahaha....kami pon mengusha smbil maen...hahaha..tetibe, mamat tu terjatoh pulak sblh bubuk....bubuk menatap wajah ku, daku menatap wajah nye...tahaN geLak..kahkahkah...mamat tu berkate smbil gelak "eh eh eh...hikhikhikhik".....bubuk memandang ku ngan penoh amazement like "i told u so" looks...hahaha... bubuk meghampiri ku smbl berkate..."ko dgr x sore die. kan aku kate dah"... aku pon gelak smbil kate "mane tau, mmg ade kot org laki sore haluih..hahahaha".......
cik yang kemudian, memberi cadangan..."cube kite tgk, die ade halqum x?"....okeh2...kami pon mengambil te mpat masing2 smbil mengusha d couple...hahaha..tp malangnye...x nmpk la pulak...jaket die tutup leher plak...hahhaha...
dannnnn...dgn x disangke2...KEDEPOKHHH...diriku jatoh....hahaha...bubuk yg berade x jauh dr ku gelak besor....ceit!!!
kami pon berehat sebentar...menunggu rink di bersihkan...smbil itu...memandangkn saye ni oblivious orgnye...cik yang n bubuk pon memperkenalkn saye kepade ice-skaters2 yg hot2...kahkah...dgn persoalan di hati " mengapakah tidak ku perasan sblom inih?????"..ehem ehem ehem

slps rink di bersihkan....kami pon maen kali ke-2...d rink was wet n very, very, very, very slippery...mule2 mmg sronot gak maen kat wet rink but after a while.....unbelieveable thing happened...t o my amazement.....i.... KEDEPOKH, KEDEPOKH, KEDEPOKH....tu brape kali tu??? 3x!!!!!! x smpi 15 menet maen, saye jatoh 3X!!!!!!!!! 3X!!!!!...whuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....segan gileRRRRRRRR!!!! hahahahaha....
pastu tros stop maen...x larat nk jatoh dh...dh la jatoh ke depan..bule tecabot lutut neh...hahahahaha.... dat makes, d total of embarassment of dat day is 4...hahahahaha

~munie pulang..... inilah aksi "sesuke hati" apabile x larat nk angkat beg berat...cara2nye.....rembat je mane2 troley kosong, then letakkan beg anda yg berat giler ke dlmnye...dan kemudian, sorong saje semahu-mahunye, mengikut destinasi anda....slps, menggunakn troley tersebut, bg saje ke kaunter servis kerna mereka akan ambil alih troley tersebut...hahahaha~

pulang ke rumah..memberitahu ibu bapa & embah...kegiatan hari ini...dan menunjukkan kecederaan di lutut yg agak parah (d bruised n swollened knees)...hahahaha...."haish..tu la.. xde sakit, cari penyakit"...kate embah ku...hikhik

(ps1: keesokkan harinye, bapa bubuk call dan bertanye "awak kol MHI ke smalam??"..ahahaha.. KANTOI!!!!!!!)
(ps2: we left sunP, wit d thought dat d guy we met at d ice rink is a GUY...hehehe)
(ps3: i woke up d next mornin feelin all sengal2 badan n off course..sakit kaki!! n susah giler nk pusing stereng keta...kohkoh..penangan jatoh 4X...keskes..n sblm kluar umah, mama kate "" jln terdengkot2 pon nk kluar lg"...hikhik..smbl tersengeh-sengeh mencapai kunci keta dan berlalu pergi... I lUv U mA..hehehe)

~~ Happiness grows at our own firesides
and is not to be picked in stranger's gardens ~~
Douglas Jerrold

selamat kembali

2009-01-09T08:41:00.000-08:00

kepada HAJI MUSHAIMI dan HAJAH ANI...selamat kembali dr mengerjakan ibadah haji.. baru sampai pd pg td(8.30pg, 9/1/2009)...alhamdulillah segalenye berjalan dgn lancar dan selamat... smoga haji kalian diberkati dan dirahmati..HAJI MABRUR bak kate org..insyallah..Aminn.. dan semoga keluarga kalian dan org2 disekeliling kalian dapat menerima barakah dari ibadah suci ini.. Insyaallah :))

oooooo....

2009-01-09T00:43:00.000-08:00

ohhhhhh...arini rasenye terlebey mkn....sangat la kenyang...burPPppppppp...sgt x ladY like.....umhhhhhh....rasenye ptg nie wajib jog- joggy...used up all d excess glucose in blOOdd..cHoiii..

td baru bace cleo (courtesy of cik dayat)....terbace 1 article...rasenye nk dedicate to my fren...who been through a lot more misery than i do...giler respect die... sgt cool orgnye...sgt penyabar...mempunyai perseverance yg tinggi dlm mengejar cita2nye...sgt respect kawan2 dan org2 disekitarnye..

so this article is dedicated to uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....(it is a quotation dat make u think, its oK to do wutever u r doing now, cuz at d end its all about u...not about people who crushed u)

"Refusing to forgive d people who hurt us alwiz gives us a curios, morbid satisfaction. We assume they need our forgiveness to move on with their lives, when in fact, they dont. We can live without being forgiven. But if we cant forgive, WE DIE"
"Forgiveness is all about working through d unfinished business, letting go of d pain n moving on for ur sake. U forgive, so dat u can finally get rid of d excess emotional baggage dat has been weighing u down n holding u back; so u can be free to do n be wutever u decide, instead of stumbling along according to d script Painful Past Experiences wrote for u"

dont wait for an apology to forgive...cuz it is cheap...sumtimes saying sorry is just a way of being polite.... to show people dat our parent taught us well..."say sorry n u shed ur guilt, but d acts rarely make any difference to d person u hv wronged"...as d apology wont take d misery away... but d forgiveness will be granted only when d person u hv wronged is ready to forgive..
it is a matter of time...it is not easy to forgive but it is definitely impossible to forget...
so, in a meanwhile...let just be forgiving for once (since forgetting is an attempt of uselessNess)...not for anybody sake....but for ur very own sake..cuz u all u hv :)

to love yourself,
is to love others,
with no love for one's self,
how can there be love for anyone else?
LOVING YOURSELF by Mary E.Coe

so called "kenduri kawen abg pipah"

2009-01-06T02:52:00.000-08:00

Pada tanggal 26th disember tahun yg lalu....telah kami adekan trip Mat_KiaH ke penang utk menghadiri kenduri kawen abg pipah (en. heren & pn siti... yg en. Iqbal tu blom lg kay...ehem ehem)... KiaH-KiaH yg menonjolkan diri dalam ekspedisi ini ialah... dollyKiaH, dayatKiaH, nizaKiaH, syidaKiaH dan termasuk tuan rumah, pipahKiaH...beserta MaT-MaT yakni fitriMaT, amirMaT, anepMaT, iwanMaT, dan sharulMat..

Disini terdapat beberape aktiviti yg dijlnkan sempena ekspedisi ini

HARI KE-0
sblm memulakan perjlnn, supper di umah dayat dulu dan nizaKiaH yg memegang 'kecacatan kekal'nye bak kate boprennye, amirMaT...hahaha
**didlm perjalanan amirMat menghiborkan kami sekereta dgn lagu2 hit beliau..hikhik**
**dlm perjalanan mengambil sharulMaT di area Sg Siput ~amazinglY ibunya tidak tidor lg pada pukol 5pg..huhu~**

HARI KE-1

mode : berpoye2 to PESTA PENANG after kenduri di belah perempuan
~slps kenduri, kemudiannya pula mengambil anepMaT ditol (tol ape x ingat..hehehe)~

gumbira di swings umah fit

nikmati "pemandangan baik punye" di hutan rimba penang..hOhOHo
slps itu menikmati pemandangan di empangan pulau pinang pulak
~kemudian bergegas menghantar pipahKiaH pulang..nebes giler die aritu..kuikui~
we then off to PESTA PENANG...dpt tgk MILLA ngan HUJAN performed tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...
tp sudah pastinye thrill tgk HUJAN dr tgk MILLA..keskes
maen bumper car~ BEST ride ever!!~ courtesy of iwanMaT...hehehehehe

ngap2 di tree house aftr berjoli di pesta penang & kelihatan sharulMaT sudah melentok akibat kekenyangan di bahu 'bopRen'nye..kuikui

1st time mkn kat atas pokok ~sRoNoT!!~

HARI KE-2

x tau la knape hari ke-2 ni xde gmbr....ohhhh....boleh jd kamereku pd masa ini abes bateri... tp pd hr inilah kami pergi kenduri di umah pipahKiaH..makan2 dgn memakai bj kurung smalam...yg same..nizaKiaH je yg tukar baju laen..ces!!..hoho... Mat-MaT sume makan agak beria kerna membalas kekesalan mkn kenduri pd hr pertame..hikhik... perkare yg x semenggah skali ialah apabile MaT-MaT meminta KiaH-KiaH mengangkot 5 cawan teh tarik drpd khemah kenduri...ces! sungoh memalukan... KiaH-KiaH terpakse menahan segan di dpn abah pipah dan abgnye (abg iqbal....ehem..ehem) ...abg nye berkate,(yg bermaksud lebeh kurang), seperti ini " tapau ke?" ..KiaH-KiaH sume terpakse membuat muke manis sambil tersenyum (walaupon diriku x pegang air pd ketike itu kerne diriku ade tanggungjwb laen yg lebey penting pd ketika itu)...KIaH-KiaH pon berlalu setelah meminta izin pulang, meninggalkn air di ats tembok supaya MaT-MaT amek air mereka sndri... sebelom beredar abg pipah memberi salam "ASSALAMUALAIKUM" diriku pon menjawab "WAALAIKUMMUSSALAM"...ITULAH DIE!!! ITULAH tanggungjwb penting (menjawab salam abg pipah) yg perlu ku lakukan yg menyebabkn diriku x bule membawa air tersebot!!!...kahkahkah...

Pd ptgnye, melawat pantai( x ingat name)...layan keindahan pantai dan melihat layang2... sambil dollyKiaH n dayatKiaH di punkd...kurang asam btol...memalukan diriku di khalayak rmi...siap la korg pasni aku gunting slipar korg...biar jln kaki ayam!!! hahahaha

Pd mlmnye, kami mkn di kedai JAMU SELERA...mkn nasi grg ketam,mee ketam n nasi grg udang...ngapngap..
nizaKiaH, amirMaT, dan sharulMaT terpakse berangkat pulang ke KL dulu kerna AmirMaT ade kenduri pd keesokkan hrnye...
~bye bye bye korg~

HARI KE-3(ps: tidak ku tahu knape gmbr ni sengal...sudah ku cube beberapa kali...tidak mahu juge)
breakfast of d day~courtesy of syidaKiaH n dayatKiaH~
dollyKiaH??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......kahkah
MaT-MaT dan KiaH-KiaH yg laen sanggop juge menunggu sehingga 2.30ptg utk menyaksikan WONDERPET...ish ish ish...
dollyKiaH??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......kahkah

mereka di dlm situ~after IP MAN~

kami di dlm sinin bersame driver yg pemalu, anepMaT..kononnye..hahaha

2nd time ngap2 di tree house ~dinner on pipah, TQ!~

HARI KE-4

throwing rubbish lesson by fitriMaT n iwanMaT(d founder of pulau penang word)...hahaha

~stop at TaiPinG~

lunch di kedai ku "KUEW TEOW DOLI"..kahkah

cubaan membaling KiaH ini pulang ke KL bg mengurangkan pencemaran bunyi di dlm keta..kahkah

ritual mengimbangi keberatan...ahahahaha

dessert of d day~jeli kelapa~ yg membuat fitriMaT kembali utk kali ke-2..haha.. sambil bermaen tekateki ngan pakcik yg jual..obviously pakcik yg menang..haha
(ps: walaubagaimanapon cubaan ke-2 itu gagal...pakcik sudah pon pulang..kelihatan hampa juge muke fitriMaT..huhu)

PULANG TIMEEEeeeee.....

MaT yg satu nih mmg mahal btol gambor die...tp KiaH yg sorg nih, muke die sokmo je dlm gambor...hahaha

Kami ber5 ini pon berangkat pulang ke KL selepas puas menikmati pemandangan di Taiping (6pm)...dan dlm perjalanan sempat berenti di beberape RnR sambil tgk mat motor berkuase tinggi...idaman MaT-MaT sekalian...
Sesampai di KL, bersantai pula di Setiawangsa sblm menghantar iwanMaT...bercherita hantu pula....chet!! kEtakutan pula dollyKIaH n DayatKiaH pd mlm itu....CheT! chEt!!
Selepas rase agak takut yg TinGGi, kami decide "baik balik skrang!"...keskes... kami pon blah.
.............itulah pengakhiran journey kami pd kala itu.........
!!!!!!!!TQ GUYS!!!!!!!!
***special thanks to fitri,dayat,amir,tok fitri n pipah..who made this 'expedition' possible (^_^)***

~~There's a special kind of freedom friends enjoy. Freedom to share innermost thoughts, to ask a favor, to show their true feelings. The freedom to simply be themselves...~~

peminta sedekah....

2009-01-06T01:20:00.001-08:00

~author~

Baru sahaja habis membaca buku yg bertajuk "TAQWA" yg ditulis oleh Nik Aziz... buku yg sangat simple..terdapat 52 chapter, setiap chapter hanya memgandungi beberape pages sahaja.. bak kate org ~short n sweet~...huhu... Bukunya basically memperkatakan tentang cara2 mempertingkat dan membaiki TAQWA supaya kita akan mendapat hasanah di dunia dan di akhirat...Insyaallah
Quotation yg menarik perhatian saye ialah....
" Tidak seorg pun yg ingin menjdkn identiti peminta itu sbg cara hidup, kecuali kesempitan hidup itu terlalu membelenggu mereka, hingga pd jangka waktu singkat, penyelesaiannya hanyalah dgn pertolongan org lain"
"Seorg yg dlm keadaan demikian terpaksa melupakan betapa hinanya hidup yg terpaksa meminta2, jika berhutang pun tiada siapa yg percaya kerana apsti org merasa sangsi akn keupayaannya utk membyr kembali hutang tersebut. Jd, ketika itu, cara yg paling sesuai ialah dgn meminta pertolongan org yg bersimpati terhadap nasib mereka"
"Atas nama persaudaraan Islam dan juga kemanusiaan, maka tidak wajar dipersoalkan peribadi peminta sedekahyg muncul dipintu rumah kita, walaupon pd pendangan kasar, si peminta masaih sihat dan boleh berusaha"

Saye sblum ini selalu geram akan peminta sedekah yg dtg sewaktu saye bersame rakan2 sdg bersantai2 minum di kedai...yg pada pandangan mata kasar saya ini seorg yg cukup sifat yg mampu berusaha utk mencari pekerjaan di bumi Tuhan yg luas dan penuh dgn rahmatNya ini...tanpa perlu meminta2..

TETAPI

Rasulullah pernah bersabda, "Berilah apa saja yg terdaya walaupun hanya kaki kambing (bahagian yg x ade daging, hanya kulit yg membaluti tulang)yg sudah dibakar, namun tidak baik membiarkan fakir itu beredar dgn hampa"... maksudnya, sedekahlah apa saje yg termampu yg kita ada ketika itu supaya kita tidak membiarkan peminta sedekah yg datang kpd kita berlalu dgn tgn kosong dan perasaan hampa.

KERNA
Allah Yg Maha Adil itu pernah berjanji bahawasenya " Betapa hodohnya sikap org yg suka meminta sedekah, di akhirat kelak, akan dibangkitkan dia di Padang Mahsyar dalam keadaan mukanya tidak berdaging"

OLEH ITU
marilah kita menjadi org yg tgnnya sentiasa diatas...sentiasa memberi... apetah lg jika diminta.. kerana rezeki tiap2 manusia itu telah ditetapkan, hatta seorg peminta sedekah.. boleh jd rezeki mereka adalah melalui pemberian kita... jgnlah kita dgn sewenang2nya men'judge' org lain hanya dgn pandangan mata kasar... pandanglah dgn mata hati.. sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Adil dan Maha Mengetahui.. telah Dia berjanji akan memberikan pembalasan yg seadil2nya terhadap mereka yg meminta2.. jgnlah kita yg kerdil, lg sangat tidak adil ini menghakimi org lain..
Jd, bersedekahlah kpd mereka yg meminta kerna bolej jd mereka sgt memerlukannya regardless of how healthy and fit they look...

xde keje.....

2008-12-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

KrAF...

~minom petang arini~
courtesy of dayat at SANTAI CAFE

aktiviti yg dilakukan...apabila...xde keje.........
bukannya kraftangan....tetapi kraftkaki..............
sbg nature lover...terdapat beberape reused goods yg digunakan bg menghasilkn bahan ini...

~reduce, recycle, reuse~

Tuan2 dan Puan2 bahan2 yg diperlukan ialah:
1. botol ape2 saje (botol spaghetti preferably)
2. bunge glitter di dlm rumah
3. reben gold di bakul hamper
4. bulu2 putih
5. gunting
6. thread n needle

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....
hasilnyaaaa...bottle with boa n glittered leaf.....
~~~labambababababababa~~~~

RM 10!!!!!!!

2008-12-21T05:55:00.000-08:00

SAPE PENAH BELI WINTER ATTIRE YG BERHARGE 10 HENgGET
SEPASANG????!!!
sunggoh unbelivable...believe it or not...today i bought a black wool winter jacket for 10 hengget...

giler x caye...tp siYes ianye berharge 10 hengget...special thenx to areque who introduce me to d shop...yg mengkomplen bahawasaNye nk antar baju tu pegi dry cleaning lg mahal dr harge baju tu sndri~hahahaha~

today is d most satisfied shopin spree ever as i spend a sum of money on some decent stuffs... which doesnt cOst me to blow my head off...n thank God i have NO post buying symptoms (regretinG n whining on things u alredi bought which none of them r refundable.. )

~sungei wang sHopin spRee~

bkn saye sahaje yg shopin di kdi 10 hengget ini..dayat yg tidak dapat menahan temptations juge shopin di kdi inih...hikhik...fauzan juge shopin ~tropicana life sweater yg bersaiz S tp bile dipakai olehnya kelihatan seperti XL..hikhikhik~ beliau juge sgt bersabar dan tercabar apabila sudah membeli sweater tersebot terpakse melihat kdi ROMP yg menjual sweater yg lebey cHOmiLL dr ape yg beliau sudah beli...hoho ~sabar sabar~

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apabila...pulang kerumah.. saye bercadang2 utk membalut hadiah utk abg pipah...tp ape kan daya...pecah pulak barang tersebot....bak kate dayat "xde rezeki kot"...sabar je la...sangat terkilan....

~expected feature~

~actual feature~

moral penceritaan.....sila check barang anda sebelom membeli.........

PS, I LOVE YOU

2008-12-20T08:36:00.000-08:00

I DO....

i just finished PS, I LOVE YOU..which i shud hv been doing a long time ago...but i skipped d book to give way to another book ~THE MEN'S GUIDE TO THE WOMENS BATHROOM~ dat title happened to caught my attention (it shud be d other way round..im a girl!! for godsake!!..it shud be men's type of readin...based on d title ~obviously~)

pink and blue ~nice combo~

ps, i love u....started serenely...but towards d end...it really hits me... seb baik xde org tgk sewaktu diriku membace buke ini kalo tidak ~maluuu la saye~ banjir ampang nih..hahahaha... story of a widow whom actually try her hardest n bestest to move on after loosing his beloved soulmate... her courage really, really, really inspired me... hw she get up after her fall... facing all challenges of unsure sounds dat tolling endlessly in her head... unsure of wut to do n hw to do it at its best... keeping up with people expectations on hw she shud be after d death of her hubby whom by all means, mean a world to her... hw she get up everyday feelin empty and unsure of wut she has to fill up her day without him being around... only 10 notes dat ends wit PS, i love u her hubby hd left her,dat keep her movin....its like the air she breathe at d moment... hw every note act like a teacher to her, teach her on hw to live her life..step by step... till at d very last note, she realised dat there will be no more..as d last one told her to open her heart to new love n follow her heart as it will lead her to d unknown but intriguing, exciting path ...

Post-Grad eVent ~SUNWaY laGo0N~

2008-12-18T09:06:00.000-08:00

leTs geT weT!!!!!

~selepas grad kami, keesokkannye kami pergi bermandi mande di sunway (on d 27/11 - lame dh tp bile tgk gmbr baru teringat...hikhik)~

~we entered :

= scream park (level of scarineSS = 0/10 = PoYo tahap MeGa = membaZir je masOk)

= theme park (level of funNeSS = 11/10 = superb = berenti maen sbb dh nk tutop = GoD!! i luVVVVV waTerrrrr!!!! = blue superman slide was d ultimate FunNess)

after all d hardship of making full used of our time ~hahahaha~ to make sure that we play to d fullest till d closing time ~hahaha~ naseb baek abg yg jage tu memahami...hikhik (siap kate "nk buat cmne, dieorg byr lebey..." ~tensen kene keje overtime~)

pipah bersame ph nye, missed kol yg byk giler
(dr mummy nye ~yg suroh die stop berpoya2 dan pulang ke pangkuan jln..hahaha~)....

kami bertungkus lumus menukar pakaian dgn secepat mungkin + solat asar so taht pipah x telepas trennye pulang ke penang...
tp kluar2 sunway je.....maCeTTTT...
haros laaaaa x smpi komuter subang pd waktu yg sepatotnye...
kemudian straight to kl sentral....hantor pipah pulang....... there she goes......
saye dan dayat??? lapar giler!!!! melantak mcd di kl sentral.....
kami pon pulang........

i love u guyssss!!!! cherished every moment being wit u all!!! hope we will alwiz be heppi!!!

GrAduaTiOOOOONNN

2008-12-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

Graddddddddddduatttttttttti00000NNNN!!!

mereka datang..tQ

merekaaaa dtg juge..tQ

saye maen kamera didlm dewan...

orang khusyuk..saye maen kamera lagi...

sebelum masOk dewan

SAYE SUDAHHHH GRAD!!!!

GRAD????

pada awalnye sgt teruje...memakai jubah di awal pg bersame rakan semue...
di dlm dewan.... best juge...walaupon dudok dpn skali dpn pro-chaselor...

even majlis nye agk panjang dan terpakse menunggu org laen amek scroll...
pro-chanselor agak gagah...memberi scroll smbil berdiri kpd sumeorg dgn melemparkan senyuman manis...walaupon beliau berumor 83thn!!...
saye tersengeh2 bersame kawan2 yg laen bermaen2 di dpn..
dayat acap kali menyuruh saye behave supaye jgn ckp kuat2 dan supaye tidak meng"kandid" gmbrnye.....
tp saye cakap juge....dgn nada yg sedikit perlahan...saye tetap juge bercakap ngan org di belakang, tepi-kiri kanan, depan je x bule....x kan nk ckp ngan pro-chanselor kot.....
sambil itu juge saye mengusha abg percussion yg sgt co000lllLL bermaen alat2 musik... sambil melenggokkan badannye mengikut alunan irama lagu....sangat kiuuuuTT abg itu..
saye juge memberi isyarat "SAYE SUKE" kpd afifah dan syikin yg dudok nun disane, x brape jauh dr saye... mereka pon menganggok- anggokkan kepale....
kami pon tersengeh2 melihat abg percussion itu...

diakhir majlis....kami menyanyikan lagu UITM DI HATIKU...
lagu yg x penah saye hafal....
dari minggu orientasi smpi la dh grad skrang ni....naseb baik ade lirik di skrin bertentangan saye..
sangat sebak....

keluar dewan...
sangat hectic....ibubapa kire2 900++ graduan berpusu2 mencari ank mereka yg baru sahaja keluar dewan....
muka mereka penoh pengharapan dan sangat gembira di atas pencapaian ank2 mereka....
ibubapa saya juga hadir memeriahkan suasana..
nasib baik mereka tidak hilang di dalam lautan manusia itu...
membawa sejambak bunge...
saye pon tros mencium bunge tersebut...sambil berkate...
"Bunge tipu je ma???".. ibu saye tergelak2 sambil berkate "Itu je yg ade" ...
bapa saye sambil memakai spec mate itam..kelihatan agak struggle mengambil gmbr kami...
ibu berkate "reti ke abahnye tu gune kamera" ....
saye tersengeh2 sambil membiarkan sahaja beliau mengambil gambar kami...
dalam pd mase yg same saye terjumpe zaidi yg bermuke gelabah...rupe2nye ibu die hilang...
selepas 10 minit mengambil gambar dr pelbagai angle...
ibubapa saye pon beransor pulang...

saye pon menerjah lautan manusia...
mencari kwn2 yg laen...
yg dijumpai ialah beberape org klasmate serta afifah,niza dan hidayat..beserta famili mereka...mai saje tiade kerna beliau sudah beransor pulang...mahu berangkat ke brunei khabarnya..
kami pon tangkap la gambar....
dimana abg pipah menjadi kemeramannye...ehem ehem...
walaupon sebegitu... tidak ramai rakan2 yg berjaye gambar nye ditangkap bersame kami...
oleh yg demikian selepas menghantar ibubapa afifah dan hidayat pulang....
kami pon mkn bersame mawi, k.lin,syali,tikah,fatin dan adik fatin..yg hadir ke konvo kami...lapor giler...
selepas itu..kami menghantar jubah dan mengambil scroll....
selepas itu...pulang ke rumah jiha...dan TidOrrrrr...
berakhir lahh.. hari konvo kami.....

too much things that i learned here...
in this very one place so called UITM Shah Alam....
about love, frens, family, sacrifices, truth and lies..
"we did it guys!!!" as one of my fren said it...
too much to be hold....
but there are things to let go....
so that we can move on...to "did it" some more....
to create more bittersUwEEEEtt memories....

pening...

2008-08-06T01:22:00.000-07:00

today...
pening gellllllll....
left my phone at home...(hw am i supposed to call my dad)
i cooked at d office today -nasi grg kerabu babe!!-..(sebenarnye tlg hiris serai je...keskes)
view page ja....(love all his words of wisdom, very inspiring)
ingat nk jmpe dr.shuhaimi, tp ph x bwk, cmne nk buat appointment..(lame gell dh x jmpe die, habisla saye....)
skrang ni saye tgh lapar......nk gi mkn la....tp xde bnde nk mkn....gi crla......

MALAYSIAN with a heart of an angel......

2008-08-04T03:44:00.000-07:00

"Mengetahui perkara yang betul tidak memadai dan bermakna jika tidak melakukannya"

it started as a usual and an ordinary morning,
im getting ready to go to work...
drove my car, but...
there was sumthin wrong wit d radio,
i cant turn it on...
as i get busy to turn on d radio,
...................BOOM...........
I hit d divider.....
oH MY GOD!! I am SOOOO cLUMSY tahap agung (like my fren said)
i just can pressed the break as hard as i can but instead i manouver hastily to the right...
what a "brilliant" act??!!!

i then.....
pulled over,
get out of the car,
and checked out what had happened to my BROTHERS CAR...
d bumper was ruined...the tyre punctured...
i called my dad...He wasnt in town...he was in malacca...
my brother? in Terengganu...
my ma??? she was in Ampang.....
frens?? there are all in classes n at work...(obviously cuz its quarter to 10)
and me? im a car dummies...
what i know about cars??
set the gear at D,
drive it and filled up the tank with gas when its empty.....
if there is a book entitled "Car For Dummies",
i should probably bought it...
NO!
its an obligatory for me to buy it..

whose there at the moment????
nobody i knew...NaDa....nul...zero

but,
there were indian workers there (know as pekerja am)...an auntie n a young girl..
staring pity-ingly at me....
whom before were doing their job -weeding out the weeds- serenely untill i came,
and crash the divider...

as i wondering around and worked out my brain to think of any relevant act that i should take....
suddenly,
there was a champagne-choclateish colored Kelisa car pulled over,
a guy n his wife/girlfren get out of the car,
n asked me whats wrong,
as i explaining what is happening,
he quickly offering a hand to help eventhough he doesnt looked as if he knows much about car...
but, thats not important...at least he tried...Malaysian with a heart of an angel..
he is man..obviously he knows sumthin about it...its nature for man to innate-ly knows about car...its in their blood...
as he is trying his best to change the tyre, a man with a bike came and offering his help....Malaysian with a heart of an angel

oh my God...only God knows hw im feelin at that time...
Veri thankfull....
the plus point is that, he is good at cars...Alhamdulillah...at least he can help the 1st guy...
it turned out that the guy is actually the indian workers' boss whose actually incharged around the area,
he said that he has to know everithin that was happening around the area since it is his duty...
hw come he was there suddenly?????
u wont believe this....
it was the amma, the one that i mentioned earlier...
the amma who was actually calling him for help...
even the so-ordinary amma whom we usually see as a plain-old amma, whom we think contribute not-so-much to the country can lend me her hand....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
the amma also help me to lift up the punctured tyre into the car boot as she saw me looking sooo like Malaysian Paris Hilton who has never be in any hard situation before...
well she's true...i never lifted up a tyre before (its oversized tyre + the rim)...she looks toughter than me by the way...eventhough im wayyyyy much younger than her...
maybe because of all the hard works that she experienced...

in a meanwhile, i also got a chance to chat a lil bit with the 1st abg,
he said that he is a student in upm, continuing study in teaching...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
who is actually on his way to take his wife/girlfren mkn angin around putrajaya...
his wife/girlfren is from Perlis...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
but both of them speak in Pantai Timur dialect...
so, i guess they are from Kelantan or Terengganu....

in no time,
my car is fixed!!
thanx to : 1) 1st abg
2) kakak 1st abg who patiently wait for her man to help me
3) 2nd abg (d manager of amma and the young girl)
4) putrajaya amma n her collegue
5) all cars and lorries that used the same highway as for not running me over
eventhough i didnt parked my car properly

i thanked all the people there for being such a caring and wonderful Malaysian who helped strangers sincerely..i am so thankful that i shaked hands with the 1st kakak, the amma and the young girl....the young girl just laugh...maybe she doesnt expect that ill shake hand with her and the amma....
only God can repay the kindness....
SO,
the lesson here is to be kind to everybody cuz u never know when u need the kindness of others..

this is such an incidents...if there is people who said that Malaysian are sellfish.. well THEY ARE WRONG!!!!
and to those JPA students who are studying abroad and dont want to come back and serves the country,as what is reported lately...
u better be back because its our money, u #$@%&*%% !!!
its all these caring and wonderful Malaysian money that u used to upgrade ur ownself...
and u cn say thank you to them by serving them back with ur vast knowledge that u gained...

lets BEGIN

2008-08-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

what a start...
saje suke2 tulis blog...
tibe2 rase nk buat dan nk menulis....
suke ke menulis????
suke kot....hohoho

i feel that i can learn a lot by reading what others have to say abaout their life...
i hope taht people can lean from me to....but...
ONLY THE GOOD ONES...

"Orang yang berjaya itu belajar dari kesilapan orang lain dan tidak mengulanginya"
-anonymous-

au reVoir

2008-08-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

is it true that i just can let it go cuz i hd hold it before,
im not sure,
whether or not that i used to hv a grip on it...
im just not sure about it
but nw i know that it is not easy for me to let it go just like that,
even i know that things changed nw, not the same as it used to be,
but its not as if i can love it yesterday and let it go the next day,
i would do that if i could
but it does not work that way.....

i just about to give out my name,
but suddenly it just slipped away,
i wonder why does it let me go....
maybe i just dont know how to treat it right or it just me who feels like this....
maybe i always make it feels uneasy being around me...
or maybe im just too hard...
only The One know how fond i am to it...only He knows
i desperately want to know why but i just dont have the courage to know,
maybe on one fine day when im ready, i will discover the reasons why.....

im not holding any grudges...
Mad? im not mad...
Upset? yeah..maybe.....
but the dissapointment just keep tolling in my head....

i wasted too much time whining and crying over this thing....
WHY? WHY? WHY?
im shattered.....
i guess i need time to collect the pieces back.....(in rehab)
but in a meanwhile..when im in My Rehab...
dont expect me to act cool when im not feeling cool bout it...(i always do these awkward faces and gestures)

hope things will get better for all of us...
if it really want to go....it will go...it just a matter of time...
i will let it go someday, when all the hope is gone...
and if im not good for it, then whats the point of holding on to it...
ill damage it, i dont want to do that to my loved one....
sometimes we thought that it is good for us, and we want it so bad that we do everything and anything to have it...
but He knows what is best for its own creation, after all He is the one who made it....

thanks to it...
without it,
i never had a chance to have the feeling that i myself cant explained...
and why i like it soo muchosssss, i cant explained that either....
i believe,
things happened for a reason...

now,
it maybe started to forget things about me...
things that i used to tell...
maybe im just too painful to be remembered....
i dont know....

now,
what i can do is be acceptable, be relevance..
and just held my head up high and soar.....
i know that there are so many people out there who suffers more than i do..

but GOD!
only He knows how i feel....
i cant eat, i cant breath, i cant sleep...
it is not like i dont want to do it,
but i just cant!!! i cant!!!
its like my physiology hd changed or something....
my metabolism gone wrong....
i might sound so dramatic (and pathetic)...
But,
dont prejudge me if u never lost anyone u loved....
the feeling is so odd...its bitter....
but i guess....above all this,
i can still keep the memories though...and make some more....
i love every moment of being with it....and im still enjoying its company..
it is the one who always there when im in need..Why it??...maybe im the one who always asked for its favor...

i never thought this would happened in reality....to me especially...
i just thought this is the imagination of some overjoyed writers who loves to make up stories..
who wants to make bucks by selling their novels and movies... but it happened...
in real life....
to me....
i guess they did their research well enough.....

Life....
it is full of suprises...
it is bitter sweet...

It,
it sparks my life a bit...
even it sparkles already....but it sparkles moreeeeeeeeee...

let the time heals,
let me be wiser in times......

let it be happyyyyyyy...
sometimes u cant always owned what u like...
if by letting it go,it will be happy,
ill promise ill let it go with open heart when the times comes and when the MOCKING BIRD starts to sing again...

"Jgn menganggap bahawa segala kesusahan yang diturunkan di dunia ini sebagai Allah sedang menzalimi kita, tiada zat Allah yang menzalimi hambaNya"