xde keje.....

KrAF...






~minom petang arini~
courtesy of dayat at SANTAI CAFE










aktiviti yg dilakukan...apabila...xde keje.........
bukannya kraftangan....tetapi kraftkaki..............
sbg nature lover...terdapat beberape reused goods yg digunakan bg menghasilkn bahan ini...

~reduce, recycle, reuse~

Tuan2 dan Puan2 bahan2 yg diperlukan ialah:
1. botol ape2 saje (botol spaghetti preferably)
2. bunge glitter di dlm rumah
3. reben gold di bakul hamper
4. bulu2 putih
5. gunting
6. thread n needle






TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....
hasilnyaaaa...bottle with boa n glittered leaf.....
~~~labambababababababa~~~~

RM 10!!!!!!!

SAPE PENAH BELI WINTER ATTIRE YG BERHARGE 10 HENgGET
SEPASANG????!!!

sunggoh unbelivable...believe it or not...today i bought a black wool winter jacket for 10 hengget...

giler x caye...tp siYes ianye berharge 10 hengget...special thenx to areque who introduce me to d shop...yg mengkomplen bahawasaNye nk antar baju tu pegi dry cleaning lg mahal dr harge baju tu sndri~hahahaha~

today is d most satisfied shopin spree ever as i spend a sum of money on some decent stuffs... which doesnt cOst me to blow my head off...n thank God i have NO post buying symptoms (regretinG n whining on things u alredi bought which none of them r refundable.. )

~sungei wang sHopin spRee~

bkn saye sahaje yg shopin di kdi 10 hengget ini..dayat yg tidak dapat menahan temptations juge shopin di kdi inih...hikhik...fauzan juge shopin ~tropicana life sweater yg bersaiz S tp bile dipakai olehnya kelihatan seperti XL..hikhikhik~ beliau juge sgt bersabar dan tercabar apabila sudah membeli sweater tersebot terpakse melihat kdi ROMP yg menjual sweater yg lebey cHOmiLL dr ape yg beliau sudah beli...hoho ~sabar sabar~

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apabila...pulang kerumah.. saye bercadang2 utk membalut hadiah utk abg pipah...tp ape kan daya...pecah pulak barang tersebot....bak kate dayat "xde rezeki kot"...sabar je la...sangat terkilan....

~expected feature~

~actual feature~

moral penceritaan.....sila check barang anda sebelom membeli.........

PS, I LOVE YOU

I DO....

i just finished PS, I LOVE YOU..which i shud hv been doing a long time ago...but i skipped d book to give way to another book ~THE MEN'S GUIDE TO THE WOMENS BATHROOM~ dat title happened to caught my attention (it shud be d other way round..im a girl!! for godsake!!..it shud be men's type of readin...based on d title ~obviously~)

pink and blue ~nice combo~

ps, i love u....started serenely...but towards d end...it really hits me... seb baik xde org tgk sewaktu diriku membace buke ini kalo tidak ~maluuu la saye~ banjir ampang nih..hahahaha... story of a widow whom actually try her hardest n bestest to move on after loosing his beloved soulmate... her courage really, really, really inspired me... hw she get up after her fall... facing all challenges of unsure sounds dat tolling endlessly in her head... unsure of wut to do n hw to do it at its best... keeping up with people expectations on hw she shud be after d death of her hubby whom by all means, mean a world to her... hw she get up everyday feelin empty and unsure of wut she has to fill up her day without him being around... only 10 notes dat ends wit PS, i love u her hubby hd left her,dat keep her movin....its like the air she breathe at d moment... hw every note act like a teacher to her, teach her on hw to live her life..step by step... till at d very last note, she realised dat there will be no more..as d last one told her to open her heart to new love n follow her heart as it will lead her to d unknown but intriguing, exciting path ...

Post-Grad eVent ~SUNWaY laGo0N~

leTs geT weT!!!!!


~selepas grad kami, keesokkannye kami pergi bermandi mande di sunway (on d 27/11 - lame dh tp bile tgk gmbr baru teringat...hikhik)~



~we entered :

= scream park (level of scarineSS = 0/10 = PoYo tahap MeGa = membaZir je masOk)

= theme park (level of funNeSS = 11/10 = superb = berenti maen sbb dh nk tutop = GoD!! i luVVVVV waTerrrrr!!!! = blue superman slide was d ultimate FunNess)




after all d hardship of making full used of our time ~hahahaha~ to make sure that we play to d fullest till d closing time ~hahaha~ naseb baek abg yg jage tu memahami...hikhik (siap kate "nk buat cmne, dieorg byr lebey..." ~tensen kene keje overtime~)







pipah bersame ph nye, missed kol yg byk giler
(dr mummy nye ~yg suroh die stop berpoya2 dan pulang ke pangkuan jln..hahaha~)....

kami bertungkus lumus menukar pakaian dgn secepat mungkin + solat asar so taht pipah x telepas trennye pulang ke penang...
tp kluar2 sunway je.....maCeTTTT...
haros laaaaa x smpi komuter subang pd waktu yg sepatotnye...
kemudian straight to kl sentral....hantor pipah pulang....... there she goes......
saye dan dayat??? lapar giler!!!! melantak mcd di kl sentral.....
kami pon pulang........



i love u guyssss!!!! cherished every moment being wit u all!!! hope we will alwiz be heppi!!!

GrAduaTiOOOOONNN

Graddddddddddduatttttttttti00000NNNN!!!

mereka datang..tQ

merekaaaa dtg juge..tQ

saye maen kamera didlm dewan...

orang khusyuk..saye maen kamera lagi...

sebelum masOk dewan

SAYE SUDAHHHH GRAD!!!!

GRAD????

pada awalnye sgt teruje...memakai jubah di awal pg bersame rakan semue...
di dlm dewan.... best juge...walaupon dudok dpn skali dpn pro-chaselor...

even majlis nye agk panjang dan terpakse menunggu org laen amek scroll...
pro-chanselor agak gagah...memberi scroll smbil berdiri kpd sumeorg dgn melemparkan senyuman manis...walaupon beliau berumor 83thn!!...
saye tersengeh2 bersame kawan2 yg laen bermaen2 di dpn..
dayat acap kali menyuruh saye behave supaye jgn ckp kuat2 dan supaye tidak meng"kandid" gmbrnye.....
tp saye cakap juge....dgn nada yg sedikit perlahan...saye tetap juge bercakap ngan org di belakang, tepi-kiri kanan, depan je x bule....x kan nk ckp ngan pro-chanselor kot.....
sambil itu juge saye mengusha abg percussion yg sgt co000lllLL bermaen alat2 musik... sambil melenggokkan badannye mengikut alunan irama lagu....sangat kiuuuuTT abg itu..
saye juge memberi isyarat "SAYE SUKE" kpd afifah dan syikin yg dudok nun disane, x brape jauh dr saye... mereka pon menganggok- anggokkan kepale....
kami pon tersengeh2 melihat abg percussion itu...

diakhir majlis....kami menyanyikan lagu UITM DI HATIKU...
lagu yg x penah saye hafal....
dari minggu orientasi smpi la dh grad skrang ni....naseb baik ade lirik di skrin bertentangan saye..
sangat sebak....

keluar dewan...
sangat hectic....ibubapa kire2 900++ graduan berpusu2 mencari ank mereka yg baru sahaja keluar dewan....
muka mereka penoh pengharapan dan sangat gembira di atas pencapaian ank2 mereka....
ibubapa saya juga hadir memeriahkan suasana..
nasib baik mereka tidak hilang di dalam lautan manusia itu...
membawa sejambak bunge...
saye pon tros mencium bunge tersebut...sambil berkate...
"Bunge tipu je ma???".. ibu saye tergelak2 sambil berkate "Itu je yg ade" ...
bapa saye sambil memakai spec mate itam..kelihatan agak struggle mengambil gmbr kami...
ibu berkate "reti ke abahnye tu gune kamera" ....
saye tersengeh2 sambil membiarkan sahaja beliau mengambil gambar kami...
dalam pd mase yg same saye terjumpe zaidi yg bermuke gelabah...rupe2nye ibu die hilang...
selepas 10 minit mengambil gambar dr pelbagai angle...
ibubapa saye pon beransor pulang...

saye pon menerjah lautan manusia...
mencari kwn2 yg laen...
yg dijumpai ialah beberape org klasmate serta afifah,niza dan hidayat..beserta famili mereka...mai saje tiade kerna beliau sudah beransor pulang...mahu berangkat ke brunei khabarnya..
kami pon tangkap la gambar....
dimana abg pipah menjadi kemeramannye...ehem ehem...
walaupon sebegitu... tidak ramai rakan2 yg berjaye gambar nye ditangkap bersame kami...
oleh yg demikian selepas menghantar ibubapa afifah dan hidayat pulang....
kami pon mkn bersame mawi, k.lin,syali,tikah,fatin dan adik fatin..yg hadir ke konvo kami...lapor giler...
selepas itu..kami menghantar jubah dan mengambil scroll....
selepas itu...pulang ke rumah jiha...dan TidOrrrrr...
berakhir lahh.. hari konvo kami.....

too much things that i learned here...
in this very one place so called UITM Shah Alam....
about love, frens, family, sacrifices, truth and lies..
"we did it guys!!!" as one of my fren said it...
too much to be hold....
but there are things to let go....
so that we can move on...to "did it" some more....
to create more bittersUwEEEEtt memories....

pening...

today...
pening gellllllll....
left my phone at home...(hw am i supposed to call my dad)
i cooked at d office today -nasi grg kerabu babe!!-..(sebenarnye tlg hiris serai je...keskes)
view page ja....(love all his words of wisdom, very inspiring)
ingat nk jmpe dr.shuhaimi, tp ph x bwk, cmne nk buat appointment..(lame gell dh x jmpe die, habisla saye....)
skrang ni saye tgh lapar......nk gi mkn la....tp xde bnde nk mkn....gi crla......

MALAYSIAN with a heart of an angel......

"Mengetahui perkara yang betul tidak memadai dan bermakna jika tidak melakukannya"

it started as a usual and an ordinary morning,
im getting ready to go to work...
drove my car, but...
there was sumthin wrong wit d radio,
i cant turn it on...
as i get busy to turn on d radio,
...................BOOM...........
I hit d divider.....
oH MY GOD!! I am SOOOO cLUMSY tahap agung (like my fren said)
i just can pressed the break as hard as i can but instead i manouver hastily to the right...
what a "brilliant" act??!!!

i then.....
pulled over,
get out of the car,
and checked out what had happened to my BROTHERS CAR...
d bumper was ruined...the tyre punctured...
i called my dad...He wasnt in town...he was in malacca...
my brother? in Terengganu...
my ma??? she was in Ampang.....
frens?? there are all in classes n at work...(obviously cuz its quarter to 10)
and me? im a car dummies...
what i know about cars??
set the gear at D,
drive it and filled up the tank with gas when its empty.....
if there is a book entitled "Car For Dummies",
i should probably bought it...
NO!
its an obligatory for me to buy it..

whose there at the moment????
nobody i knew...NaDa....nul...zero

but,
there were indian workers there (know as pekerja am)...an auntie n a young girl..
staring pity-ingly at me....
whom before were doing their job -weeding out the weeds- serenely untill i came,
and crash the divider...

as i wondering around and worked out my brain to think of any relevant act that i should take....
suddenly,
there was a champagne-choclateish colored Kelisa car pulled over,
a guy n his wife/girlfren get out of the car,
n asked me whats wrong,
as i explaining what is happening,
he quickly offering a hand to help eventhough he doesnt looked as if he knows much about car...
but, thats not important...at least he tried...Malaysian with a heart of an angel..
he is man..obviously he knows sumthin about it...its nature for man to innate-ly knows about car...its in their blood...
as he is trying his best to change the tyre, a man with a bike came and offering his help....Malaysian with a heart of an angel

oh my God...only God knows hw im feelin at that time...
Veri thankfull....
the plus point is that, he is good at cars...Alhamdulillah...at least he can help the 1st guy...
it turned out that the guy is actually the indian workers' boss whose actually incharged around the area,
he said that he has to know everithin that was happening around the area since it is his duty...
hw come he was there suddenly?????
u wont believe this....
it was the amma, the one that i mentioned earlier...
the amma who was actually calling him for help...
even the so-ordinary amma whom we usually see as a plain-old amma, whom we think contribute not-so-much to the country can lend me her hand....Malaysian with a heart of an angel
the amma also help me to lift up the punctured tyre into the car boot as she saw me looking sooo like Malaysian Paris Hilton who has never be in any hard situation before...
well she's true...i never lifted up a tyre before (its oversized tyre + the rim)...she looks toughter than me by the way...eventhough im wayyyyy much younger than her...
maybe because of all the hard works that she experienced...

in a meanwhile, i also got a chance to chat a lil bit with the 1st abg,
he said that he is a student in upm, continuing study in teaching...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
who is actually on his way to take his wife/girlfren mkn angin around putrajaya...
his wife/girlfren is from Perlis...Malaysian with a heart of an angel
but both of them speak in Pantai Timur dialect...
so, i guess they are from Kelantan or Terengganu....

in no time,
my car is fixed!!
thanx to : 1) 1st abg
2) kakak 1st abg who patiently wait for her man to help me
3) 2nd abg (d manager of amma and the young girl)
4) putrajaya amma n her collegue
5) all cars and lorries that used the same highway as for not running me over
eventhough i didnt parked my car properly

i thanked all the people there for being such a caring and wonderful Malaysian who helped strangers sincerely..i am so thankful that i shaked hands with the 1st kakak, the amma and the young girl....the young girl just laugh...maybe she doesnt expect that ill shake hand with her and the amma....
only God can repay the kindness....
SO,
the lesson here is to be kind to everybody cuz u never know when u need the kindness of others..

this is such an incidents...if there is people who said that Malaysian are sellfish.. well THEY ARE WRONG!!!!
and to those JPA students who are studying abroad and dont want to come back and serves the country,as what is reported lately...
u better be back because its our money, u #$@%&*%% !!!
its all these caring and wonderful Malaysian money that u used to upgrade ur ownself...
and u cn say thank you to them by serving them back with ur vast knowledge that u gained...

lets BEGIN

what a start...
saje suke2 tulis blog...
tibe2 rase nk buat dan nk menulis....
suke ke menulis????
suke kot....hohoho

i feel that i can learn a lot by reading what others have to say abaout their life...
i hope taht people can lean from me to....but...
ONLY THE GOOD ONES...

"Orang yang berjaya itu belajar dari kesilapan orang lain dan tidak mengulanginya"
-anonymous-

au reVoir

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

is it true that i just can let it go cuz i hd hold it before,
im not sure,
whether or not that i used to hv a grip on it...
im just not sure about it
but nw i know that it is not easy for me to let it go just like that,
even i know that things changed nw, not the same as it used to be,
but its not as if i can love it yesterday and let it go the next day,
i would do that if i could
but it does not work that way.....

i just about to give out my name,
but suddenly it just slipped away,
i wonder why does it let me go....
maybe i just dont know how to treat it right or it just me who feels like this....
maybe i always make it feels uneasy being around me...
or maybe im just too hard...
only The One know how fond i am to it...only He knows
i desperately want to know why but i just dont have the courage to know,
maybe on one fine day when im ready, i will discover the reasons why.....

im not holding any grudges...
Mad? im not mad...
Upset? yeah..maybe.....
but the dissapointment just keep tolling in my head....

i wasted too much time whining and crying over this thing....
WHY? WHY? WHY?
im shattered.....
i guess i need time to collect the pieces back.....(in rehab)
but in a meanwhile..when im in My Rehab...
dont expect me to act cool when im not feeling cool bout it...(i always do these awkward faces and gestures)

hope things will get better for all of us...
if it really want to go....it will go...it just a matter of time...
i will let it go someday, when all the hope is gone...
and if im not good for it, then whats the point of holding on to it...
ill damage it, i dont want to do that to my loved one....
sometimes we thought that it is good for us, and we want it so bad that we do everything and anything to have it...
but He knows what is best for its own creation, after all He is the one who made it....

thanks to it...
without it,
i never had a chance to have the feeling that i myself cant explained...
and why i like it soo muchosssss, i cant explained that either....
i believe,
things happened for a reason...

now,
it maybe started to forget things about me...
things that i used to tell...
maybe im just too painful to be remembered....
i dont know....

now,
what i can do is be acceptable, be relevance..
and just held my head up high and soar.....
i know that there are so many people out there who suffers more than i do..

but GOD!
only He knows how i feel....
i cant eat, i cant breath, i cant sleep...
it is not like i dont want to do it,
but i just cant!!! i cant!!!
its like my physiology hd changed or something....
my metabolism gone wrong....
i might sound so dramatic (and pathetic)...
But,
dont prejudge me if u never lost anyone u loved....
the feeling is so odd...its bitter....
but i guess....above all this,
i can still keep the memories though...and make some more....
i love every moment of being with it....and im still enjoying its company..
it is the one who always there when im in need..Why it??...maybe im the one who always asked for its favor...

i never thought this would happened in reality....to me especially...
i just thought this is the imagination of some overjoyed writers who loves to make up stories..
who wants to make bucks by selling their novels and movies... but it happened...
in real life....
to me....
i guess they did their research well enough.....


Life....
it is full of suprises...
it is bitter sweet...

It,
it sparks my life a bit...
even it sparkles already....but it sparkles moreeeeeeeeee...

let the time heals,
let me be wiser in times......

let it be happyyyyyyy...
sometimes u cant always owned what u like...
if by letting it go,it will be happy,
ill promise ill let it go with open heart when the times comes and when the MOCKING BIRD starts to sing again...

"Jgn menganggap bahawa segala kesusahan yang diturunkan di dunia ini sebagai Allah sedang menzalimi kita, tiada zat Allah yang menzalimi hambaNya"