sangat!!

sangat penat weekend ini (kerna sumeorg in hyper state) + sgt thrill weekend ini (kerna dapat kwn baru yg laen dr yg laen) + sgt exhilirating weekend ini (kerna when to d cute colmar+eatin durian di tepi jln) + sgt kenyang weekend ini (kerna rmi yg dapat durian runtuh) + sgt x selesa kesehatan tekak weekend in (kerna batuk+selseme+ cabot gigi+ melalak x hengat) + sgt spontaneouss minggu ini (kerna sumeorg suke buat keje giler tibe2) + sgt ngantok weekend ini (kerna tido maen2) + sgt seronoTTT weekend ini (kerna hyperaqtip+dpt kwn baru+colmar+kenyang giler+saket tekak+being spontaneous+sleeeeepyyyyy)

"sangattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

Re: Au Revoir

today, on dis very one day, my dear ena get married, it felt like everything comes into reality...but i must remember once upon a time at dis very one day i lost my senses, d time stopped....
today, i laugh so hard with all my buddies around me...but once upon a time, at dis very one day i felt like d world hd swallowed me deep, souls n shadows of others were no where to be found, lonely....

as time passed....... all these while.....
i wonder whether hv i do it at my bestest best or not????? hv i ever make it right or do it right???

its been awhile i think.....
i hope i have end it on this very one day...today....so i will no more counting on days...so i will no more find this very one excuse to escape from mistakes dat i made.....i should be more responsible on things dat i have now.......stop assuming on something dat is too shaky......get my feet on the ground steadily......appreciating all the chances and opportunities dat the world offered...... be more considerate so dat i wont hurt people dat i love....be more independent so i dont burden my very oneself n others n hoping dat they will stop worrying about me........dont be afraid just to express my slightest unimportant thought to others...to love and to hold unconditionally......to get my mind right so i get my words right....get my heart right so then i feel right.......

and just be me......so dat i have'nt got a single regret living this life.....

thank u for every single soul who be around me since my very 1st day...u made me who i am today...since im not much of a girl, i do owe people a lot...i do alwiz living on others good luck..... basically i dont do much to live my life up till now.....i know i have to work harder from this very one moment so dat i dont owe people too much....

Kepada Yang Maha Satu itu...
aku bersyukur di atas segala masa dan kelapangan yang Engkau berikan di atas tiap2 kesempatan yang datang...
sebab aku ini selalu....
mengejar sesuatu yg sememangnye x bergerak...
mahukan sesuatu yg aku x perlu.....
mencari sesuatu yg xde...
menghendaki sesuatu yg aku x punye...

jd Yang Maha Satu....
janganlah biarkan aku mengharap akan sesuatu yg sememangnye bukan milikku, yang tidak baik untukku dan yang sememangnye sia2 buatku...

jadi......
cukuplah sampai di sini.....bg chapter hidop yg satu nie...x terdaya dah....mari kite mule yg baru....mungkin yg baru ini x menjanjikan kemanisan semata2 tetapi definitely something that we can look forward for.....ill promise ill be better........

~hari itu~

~hari ini~

"life is not that easy but life never stale when you've got a good tale"
31 may 2009

ThanK YoU =D

...dis post is dedicated to my dad for his trust n willingness...

tQ abah =D

He wasn't there when I needed him
No, he was never around
His reputation was preceding him
And he was out on the town
It didn't matter if he let me down
I didn't care about the lies
Now all I knew was that he loved me very much
He was my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

Now you see I never thought you'd be a constant person in my life
And I don't think that you would be if you'd have stayed with your ex wife
I know you wouldn't but there is no need
No need to apologise
Because I know you'll always love me very much
You are my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

You might have thought you didn't teach me much
But you taught me right from wrong
And it was when you didn't keep in touch
Well it taught me to be strong
And just in case you ever thought I would
I wouldn't change you for the world
Because I know you'll always love me very much
I'll always be you're little girl

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

~he wasnt there, lily allen~

Orang Obese Perasan Aneroxia!!!! hahahaha

Buleh ke orang obese pakai baju saiz 6 ala-ala XS gitu????? ahahahahaha
but to tell d truth she did...
At 1st, thought dat shirt was dysunctional but it turned out to be...it is just TOO SMALL!!! hahaha

" ukurlah baju di badan sendiri!!! ahAhAhAhAhAhAhAhA ;P "

BeRaNi kah kite???

Just finished reading DARE TO FAIL...it is an old book n has also been in dat mini library for quite sometimes...long time ago to be precise...but suddenly has d urge to read it..i just give it a glimpse but it just scream out loud saying "take it! take it! and READ IT!!!"..since ive got nothin to do, then i read it.....


~Dare To Fail by Billi P.S.Lim~

d book really thought me dat its ok to fail...to fall...eventhough u fall tremendously hard!! in any aspect...there is alwiz somebody who succeed n there is definitely a failure...not matter how bad it feels to be a loser...believe it or not...we sometimes...or alwiZ be in dat "L" side..like it or not...it just nature`au naturale`...most of d prominent figure featured in this book also had failed before...not once but countless times....but d best part in this book is dat...if u succeed by stepping on people n just dont give a damn about them....then u r d BIGGEST LOSER!!!...i understand that everybody hs to survive, but in order to survive there r zillions ways do it n u dont simply be an ignorance just to get what u want...n even if d thing really need to be done...it really hs to be done in d most subtle way...cuz u r talking about HUMAN dat hs feelings, brain,beliefs,obligations, family, n frens...which to me...more than a need..its a MUsT have...

Maybe we cannot be the BIGGEST WINNER in everything that we do..pyhsically or in materiality` which only eyes can see`..but if we do it d right way..being hepi n in serenity r d best way to reward every effort... not by being haunted by our own black shadows... n d most important thing is that how u rise after d falldown...

So all my buddies out there....its ok to make mistakes n fail...dare to make some..n do it now!!!!....theres nothin wrong about doin it.. look it as taking opportunities...cuz u dnt know what d future hd install 4 u.. if u dont know what to do...just think about what u like and just do it with persistent n perseverance...but b4 u dare to take any chances or opportunity....do used d precious brain n intuition dat God has given us, cuz this very one step that will determine whether u r BRAVE or just being a complete MORON...


it is easy enough to be pleasant,
when life flows along like a song,
but he man worthwhile,
is d man who will smile,
when everything goes dead wrong!!

im sorrYYYY..but yes i think so...

currently on Gives u Hell by All American Rejects...

"urghhhhhhhhhhh...bergeraklahhhhhhh"

Aku Belasah Kang!!!

oh my oh my....
hari ahad aritu, saye dan budak "ayu" ingin berseronok2 sesame kami, berjln di sekitar kuala lumpur sahaja, pada awalnye.....
ttp tetibe "aku" kol, tanye 'hgpa x mai sini ka?'
dgn rase serba salah dan sedikit rindu, kami pon trus menuju ke ibu negeri selangor untuk berjumpa dgn "aku"
sambil menunggu "aku" habis kelas (ari ahad pon ade kelas...x menarik btol...hahhaha) kami pon pegi membeli tiket wayang...
memandngkn cite GENG fully booked, kami pon belasah la crite "RASUKAN ABLASA"
bajet2 citer hantu yg menakotkan la...
ttp sangkaan kami meleset
citer seram tersebot acap kali membuatkan kami geli hati dari awal penceritaan sehingga ke pengakhiran...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
memandangkan main actornye ensem, kami pon layan je la...
tp seriusly....
inilah crite seram yg x meninggalkn kesan langsong...

jln penceritaan dh ade...
tp
content faul giler...
plot of d story very shaky....
d actor definitely being choosen solely bcuz of his looks...
there r certain scenes dat are overly expressed n interpreted...
hantu dh la kaler hijau...
i think its better if Gambit stays in his "The Hoopers n Ahli Music Show"...he looks much hotter as a musician...hikhik
to Prof. Mohaideen, pliz.pliz.pliz make movies dat do lift up to ur title...
even since dis is ur 1st attempt in horror movie, u shud know better as wut good movie is...

i wonder wut do the actors n actresses really think after they watch their own movie at d premier....do they really think dat it is ~dat~ good???
oh my....

Rasukan Ablasa=Aku Belasah Kang!!!

~gambit saifullah~