Re: Au Revoir

today, on dis very one day, my dear ena get married, it felt like everything comes into reality...but i must remember once upon a time at dis very one day i lost my senses, d time stopped....
today, i laugh so hard with all my buddies around me...but once upon a time, at dis very one day i felt like d world hd swallowed me deep, souls n shadows of others were no where to be found, lonely....

as time passed....... all these while.....
i wonder whether hv i do it at my bestest best or not????? hv i ever make it right or do it right???

its been awhile i think.....
i hope i have end it on this very one day...today....so i will no more counting on days...so i will no more find this very one excuse to escape from mistakes dat i made.....i should be more responsible on things dat i have now.......stop assuming on something dat is too shaky......get my feet on the ground steadily......appreciating all the chances and opportunities dat the world offered...... be more considerate so dat i wont hurt people dat i love....be more independent so i dont burden my very oneself n others n hoping dat they will stop worrying about me........dont be afraid just to express my slightest unimportant thought to others...to love and to hold unconditionally......to get my mind right so i get my words right....get my heart right so then i feel right.......

and just be me......so dat i have'nt got a single regret living this life.....

thank u for every single soul who be around me since my very 1st day...u made me who i am today...since im not much of a girl, i do owe people a lot...i do alwiz living on others good luck..... basically i dont do much to live my life up till now.....i know i have to work harder from this very one moment so dat i dont owe people too much....

Kepada Yang Maha Satu itu...
aku bersyukur di atas segala masa dan kelapangan yang Engkau berikan di atas tiap2 kesempatan yang datang...
sebab aku ini selalu....
mengejar sesuatu yg sememangnye x bergerak...
mahukan sesuatu yg aku x perlu.....
mencari sesuatu yg xde...
menghendaki sesuatu yg aku x punye...

jd Yang Maha Satu....
janganlah biarkan aku mengharap akan sesuatu yg sememangnye bukan milikku, yang tidak baik untukku dan yang sememangnye sia2 buatku...

jadi......
cukuplah sampai di sini.....bg chapter hidop yg satu nie...x terdaya dah....mari kite mule yg baru....mungkin yg baru ini x menjanjikan kemanisan semata2 tetapi definitely something that we can look forward for.....ill promise ill be better........

~hari itu~

~hari ini~

"life is not that easy but life never stale when you've got a good tale"
31 may 2009